Sincerely Yours, Pen

Sincerely 8

"Are you alright Penny?" Lauren asked pagka-alis ni Prof. As I expected, lumabas kaagad yung tatlo. Gab, Christ and Francheska.

"Yah. I'm just tired."

"Really?"

"And confused." Its exactly 3 days nang walang pansinan. I know hindi kami totally that "close na close" pero why? Anong meron? I'm not stupid or manhid to not feel and make pansin na ako ang lang ang 'di nila pinapansin.

"Tara. Let's talk to them. Its been 3 days na eh hindi naman pwedeng mag-conclude lang tayo ng mag-conclude na ganto or ganyan right?" Lauren's right kaya we decided na kausapin sila after class.

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"Gabby, Christ wait."

"What?!" Confirmed. Galit nga si Christ while Gab naman is keep on.. Umiiwas ba sya?

"Please guys. Tell me. What's our problem ba? Bakit biglang you distance yourself ha? What did I do?"

"Tell you? Baka ikaw ang may dapat sabihin."

"I.. I don't know w-what  you're talking about."

"Of course you didn't know. Just remember this. Always clear your intention. 'Wag ka sanang paasa." At iniwan na nila ako. Because of that parang naninikip yung dibdib ko. Bakit parang nay nagawa akong masama?

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Time check: 8:00 pm.

"Shocks! Hindi ako nakapag-dinner!" Naghanap ako ng makakain said ref. Nothing. I found nothing. Great.

I already forgot to have a dinner lalo na't late rin ako naka-uwi. Paper works. Gab. Christ. Hays...

I quickly get my purse at umalis na. Nagmaneho ako para magpunta sa mall to eat there. Since malapit lang ang mall I got there naman agad. Hindi na nga sana ako pupunta dahil I'm tired na talaga pero I'm kinda sad rin and I need some ice cream to be better naman kahit papaano.

While waiting for my order I kept on thinking what Christ said to me.. Anong ibig nyang sabihin? Hindi ko maiwasang malungkot sa inasal nila. It's my right naman siguro to know kung bakit sila nagkaka-ganyan. Ang hirap kayang mag-think ng mga bagay na pwedeng nagawa kl to them.

"Always clear my intention? Huwag akong.. Paasa? What?"