hurt - chaelisa🌹

four.

chaeyoung and I found a spot that wasn't as crowded as the rest of the lunchroom.

"you know," i started.

"you don't have to sit with me." i said but added, "you should be making friends and getting to know people"

"but," she said looking straight into
my eyes. "i am getting to know someone." she said as she placed her hand over mine. I blushed and she giggled.

"w-well im not everyone's first choice" i said eyes avoiding hers.

"well you're mine" chaeyoung smiled.

i wanted to get to know chaeyoung, i really did; but I had a feeling inside of me that I would ruin it. although it seems impossible, chaeyoung and I could have a friendship. but if it ends up breaking

              it would hurt to much.

"lisaaaaaaaaa"

a voice interrupted my thoughts. "yeah?" i replied looking at the owner of the voice. chaeyoung.

"I said, wanna go out for ice cream?"

"I uhh, I don't know." I replied honestly. i would have to ask my aunt; but I already knew she was going to say yes.

"oh, okay"

"NO— I mean uhh, i would have to ask my aunt first" i yelled out.

"oh! oh yeah, sorry I forgot. not everyone has freedom"

I gave her a confused look and she just looked away.

"I'll uhh, see you later then" she said breaking the silence.

"bye." i waved.

she just walked away.

"well that was weird." I said to myself.

Or maybe, I'm the weird one.

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A/N: here's an update, please remember to vote and comment it would make my day.
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