Tyler's pov
What did i just say? Oh my god..
"I'm..i'm sorry.."
"It's okay baby."
"I just got caught up in the moment.."
"It's okay. And i'm sorry for dropping you."
"Yeah my head kinda hurts.."
Josh kissed my head and picked me back up.
He took me to the car and i fell asleep.
I was half awake so i could feel his hand rubbing back and fourth on my arm. I guess he thought i was asleep, but i heard him. He was talking his thoughts.
"Oh tyler.. You mean so much to me. And i love you. I don't know what words could explain the emotion i have when i'm around you. I just wanna be with you all the time. I've never felt this for anyone before. And i know i'm in love with you. We're too young to get married, and i don't even know if your- im ready for that. I just don't wanna lose you. I wanna take you before someone else try's to."
I fell asleep after that.
When i woke up we were back at his apartment.
"Come on baby, wake up."
"O..kay.."
He picked me up and carried me into his bedroom. It was weird. Whenever i went into that room it felt like my own.. It felt familiar.
"I love you." I told josh, kissing him on the neck, since i wasn't in a position to reach his lips. His big, soft, puffy lips.
"I love you too."
He sat me down on the bed and i laid down. There was a scar showing from when i had cut three nights ago. The three nights before i met Josh. I covered it up by tucking my arm to my shirt, then pulling the covers over me. Josh laid down next to me.
I was almost asleep when i heard Josh whisper in my ear, "I want to spend the rest of my life with you too.."
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Peanut // Joshler fanfiction
FanfictionAt school, Josh was the badass. He was a player. Made out with a girl/guy, then broke up with them. But that's the complete opposite for Tyler. Tyler had 2 best friends, Jenna and Zack. He has depression and plays music. One day the two collide...
