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7. heart to heart

Heart to heart

Nats P.O.V

I lay on Johnnies couch with him, holding him and stroking his hair for a long time. I would get my phone out and look but I don't want to let go of johnnie and go get it. I said I would protect him, and I fully intend to stay with him until he wakes back up. My heart hurts for him and whatever it was that happened to him that he can't even talk about and that gives Jim nightmares every nihht. What makes him hurt himself. I wonder if any of his friends know about all this. I want to stay and hold him forever. So I do. I don't have anywhere to be. I hold him tighter to me, and soon I'm aleap.

When I wake up johnnie is still in my arms and our legs have gotten tangled together in our sleep. Our individual sleep movement has moved us apart abit, but my arms are still around him. I pull him back close too me. Even on a marrow couch, I slept really good with johnnie I'm my arms. I think I was a asleap for a few hours. I slide Johnnies phone out of his pocket to check the time. I got here before 4, and now it's 10:58.
I gently shake johnnie awake.
"Is it ok if I stay over?" I ask hesitaintly. I said I wouldn't leave him, and I know I'll have to eventually, but not right now.
"Yah." He mumbles. While he's still half consious, I lift him up and pull him onto me, standing. He automatically wraps his arms and legs around me, straddling me. I support his back with one hand and open the door to his room with the other. I carefully lay him on his bed.
"Johnnnie, I'll be on the couch." I whisper to him. I bent down to kiss his forehead. When in standing back up, he grabs my hand.
"Stay with me." He whimpers, half asleap.
"Are you sure?" I ask. Two boys, one bed. Hmmm. He nods his head. Then he takes off his shirt and pulls the blankets up around him, and pulls the ones next to him down. He pats that spot. I sivh. Sleeping with a shirt on is going to be fairly uncomfortable, and frankly, I Don't usually sleep with pants on either. But I'll do anything for johnnie. Skin to skin contact probably isn't the best idea right now. I climb under the covers with him.he scoots back into me, his back pressed to my chest, one of his legs over one of mine. I sigh. This is nice. I fall asleap quickly with the confort of him next to me.

Nats P.O.V

A/N
It's 4:00 AM and I'm still writing. That's how much I love this book so far.