13.You slept with a girl?

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Johnnies P.O.V.

I wake up too warm and my heart pounding. I'm wrapped up in the sheets too tightly and I feel myself start to panic, unable to get out. Then Nat pulls back the covers and I practically roll out of my bed and onto the floor. "Ow." I hear Nat laugh a little and then see him leaning over the edge of the bed.
"Are you ok?" He asks me. I nod, getting up. And sitting on the bed. "It's too hot in here. " he gets up and opens the window, turns on the ceiling fan. I sit on my bed and watch him sit back down next to me. "Did you have a bad dream?" He asks. I pull my knees up to my chest and nod. Then I shake my head no.
"I don't know. I can't remember."
"I'm sorry." He whispers, scooting closer to me and putting an arm around me. I look over at my alarm clock. Its 6:55 AM. We would have woken up soon anyways.
"Hey... so I had um, a question..." I start. "I was just wondering, like, how many other p-people you've like, been with. I mean if you want to tell me. You don't have to." Oh god what if he's been with really hot guys ? What if I'm a rebound?
"No, it's fine, your my boyfriend you deserve to know.  You mean like, dated or like, been with?"
"Uhh... both?"
"Well, I had sex with a girl in high school from peer pressure, but that was the only time I did that. I found out I was gay a little while before that but I wanted to fit in so badly in high school. After high school I dated a guy in my acting class for a few weeks but it did t work out. The. I started getting booked and haven't dated since I started working with the show I'm on right now. I've had to kiss a girl a few times but only for acting." he looks over at me quickly."is that ok?" I smile at him.
"Yah. I get it."
"Your my first serious boyfriend... What about you?" He asks. Oh great. I knew he would ask that. I swallow the ball of anxiety that gathers below my chin.
"Well... I dated one guy in high school, and that ended really bad with lots of bullying and stuff and....uh then I dated a guy when I lived in LA but it didnt work out. We didn't go farther than kissing. "
"Oh...So why were you asking?" He's totally noticed that I'm a virgin. I'm so embarrassed!
"Oh..um... your just really good at like...stuff. Like kissing me stuff. " I know I'm beet red. He laughs.
" what do you mean by stuff?" He says, still laughing. I gesture to my chest, which still has little spots from him. "Oh." He smiles and nods , Burying his face In my shoulder. Is he embarrassed?

Nats P.O.V.

I'm a little embarrassed, honestly. I definitely didn't peg Johnnie as a virgin.
A little while later I start to get tiered again, so I get up. "I'm gonna go to Walmart and get some junk food." I declare. " do you want to come with me and vlog or whatever?" He smiles.
"Yah." Then he laughs. "Get out of her so I can get dressed." Then he gives me a sly look. "Unless you want to stay and watch." I raise an eyebrow,  smiling.
"Maybe I do." I say. He laughs again. Then he gets up and playfully pushes me out the door.
"I was just kidding!" I laugh and go to my room to get dressed.
We leave for Walmart about an hour later. Johnnie kept screaming shit after burning himself repeatedly on his Hair straightener. I laughed a lot today and it's only 10.
Johnnie sets his camera up in the car dash and says to just act normal. I laugh.
"What's normal?"
"I don't know just do what you usually do." He says, playfully punching me. I decide to take advantage of him leaning close to me.
" Normal like this?" I say,  grabbing his neck and kissing him. The kiss only lasts a few seconds but when Johnnie pulls away his face is red.
" I'll just have to cut this part out." He laughs " but sure, normal like that. "

~The video~

Johnnie and Nat sitting in the car, Johnnie says " just act normal" then the screen goes black while Nat says "normal like this?" There is an extended silence, and then Johnnie says "I'll just have to cut this part out. But yah, normal like that." The screen comes back with Johnnie and Nat sitting in the car, driving. "Where are we going and why and who and what. " Johnnie says to Nat.
"Me and Johnnie are going to Walmart to get some junk food. And because we're hungry." Nat says, then he laughs.
Johnnie and Nat are entering Walmart, Nat says " there was a box of kittens and people were selling them and I wanted one but Johnnie said it wasn't a good idea because he's a heartless person who hates fluffy little balls of cat."
Johnnie laughs and punches Nat. "That's not how it went!" He says.
Nat is holding the camera and Johnnie is throwing a dog bed on the ground. "Please be careful." Nat says. Johnnie just makes a funny face and smiles. Then he throws himself at the dog bed and slides across the ground laughing.
Johnnie throws a bag of marshmallows at Nat and then says "I should probably pick those up..." he picks them up and puts them back on a shelf, giving them a comforting pat. "I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me." Nat is heard laughing.
Johnnie is stroking an cardboard makeup models face and saying "my precious" like golem. Johnnie and Nat are back in the car, an Johnnie has a stuffed octopus in his arms.
"I made Nat buy me this." He says, poking Nat in the side. "His name is Mr.squishy." Nat just laughs and shakes his head.

A/n IMPORTANT
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