Dear Daddy,
Can you please tell me
Where I messed up?
When I became the little girl
You're always disappointed in?
Dear Daddy,
Can you please tell me
When you stopped caring?
When everything I do
Became unimportant?
Dear Daddy,
Can you please tell me
When I became so easy to leave?
When every mistake
Made you hate me?
Dear Daddy,
Can you please tell me
When I became a possession
When I was to obey
And not stand for myself(when that's exactly
what you told me to do)
Dear Daddy,
Can you please tell me
Why I remind you of your past?
Why you feel this anger
When I'm just like you?
Dear Daddy,
Do you even realize
How far my esteem has fallen around you
How I feel unimportant and useless
How I expect everybody to leave?
Dear Daddy,
Do you even realize
How much I need you
But when you yell at me
How much you dont need me?
Dear Daddy,
Do you even realize
When you leave a scar?
When you throw me down?
Without physically touching me?
Dear Daddy,
Do you even realize
That Mama has to stand up for me?
Because I'm held too far down
By your words alone
Dear Daddy,
Do you even realize
How deep you've dug the hole?
How lightweight I am now?
How quiet I am now?
How the tears stream down your face?
Cause Daddy,
You're slowly putting me
Six feet down.
YOU ARE READING
My Book Of Poems
PoetryThese are simply poems or thoughts I have. I have no idea why you'd want to read this, but if you do, don't if anything in here can cause a relapse or trigger. Most are depressing and some very short. Beware if you decide to read.
