When did I become the mistake?
When did I disgust everybody?
Why I can't say the right things?
Why I make everybody feel worse?
When my family couldn't stand me?
When my grades fell,
My esteem drop,
My trust fail,
My own words cut me deep?
When did my demons begin winning
Every battle fought in this bloody war?
When my little sister become my rock?
When did I become unstable?
Why did I become the way I am?
Binge eating one week
Starving the next?
We all make mistakes
But when did my biggest mistake become
Me carrying on living?
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My Book Of Poems
PoetryThese are simply poems or thoughts I have. I have no idea why you'd want to read this, but if you do, don't if anything in here can cause a relapse or trigger. Most are depressing and some very short. Beware if you decide to read.