Like mother like daughter... Play song.
I let the water run up to the very bring. I lean back falling into the warm water. I drown at the bottom of the top. Crying under as the tub over flows. I pop out of the water. My hair slicked back. Darker than usually. Circles under my eyes, I grab the handle of the mirror. I stare at my disgusting self. Everytime I said something, I ruined it. I somehow screw everything up. My big stupid mouth. Mom should still wash my mouth out with soap.
I screwed up my relationship with Jacob. I made Sam hurt for so long. I hurt Alex's feelings. Anything I touch I destroy. I clenched my fist on to the mirror.
It's cracked now. I saw myself in it. Broken. And stupidly fragile. I threw it down. I miss Alex. I miss Sam. I miss Jacob. I miss Beth. I miss our friendship. I miss....Me.
I sob under, screaming in to tub. Starting to choke on the water. I try to get out of the tub I gasp for air. It feels like an unknown force is pulling me down. I grab the shower curtains. They break and I drown. I grip down on the tub. Soap suds coming out of my mouth. I feel like I'm in the ocean. And there's and ancor pulling me down. What to do now.
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Mystery / ThrillerIn 1993 July, Amanda Thomas goes missing, leaving her Friends to answer unanswered questions. A true Love square story gone wrong. Book 3 in the how it should have been series. This is the prequel. But can also be a story on its own.
