Drown Your sorrows in love

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*warning sexual content but not like totally graphic detail* 16+

I searched for Alex for a while. When I gave up and Came back to Sam. Finding a red head on top of him. Her hands on his cheeks. Shoving her tongue down his throat. His hands rested on her shoulders as tears filled my eyes. As I started to cry.

I covered my mouth with the grey sleeve of my jacket. As I quietly sobbed my way to the kitchen. Where I drowned my sorrows in beer. Until there was no tears left to cry.

This was fu**** up.

"I'm so f****** sad as $h**."

I open Alex's door. I run up to Alex's bed. I fall into it. As I wait for him to come in. He ultimately does. High as a hawk. He has no clue I'm in here. He puts his jacket in the closet. Falling onto my chest.

"Emily?" I feel his shoulders.

"I have your answer." I bite my lip. My red puffy eyes hidden behind thick black eyeliner. I pull him into a kiss. Me pulling on his shirt. His hands stuck in my hair. We let ourselves get the best off us as I start to pull up his shirt as he unbuckles his pants.

One thing led to another and sooner or later we were done. I did the deed. As he fell asleep I wrapped myself in the sheets. Continuing to cry. Myself to sleep.

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