Im in love with a THUG!!! [Under Heavy Editing]

Chapter 10

So i went to the school and i got all my stuff out my locker and i didnt wanna leave school because i still needed an education and i didnt wanna leave my friends, but this is all happening for a reason so i understand but still, i think my moms over reacting. Since I couldn't make up my mind i went to the office and asked to talk to a counselor.
Lady: last door on he right
KNOCK! KNOCK!
Counselor: come in... How may i help you?
Me: hi umm my name is Stacey, i need someone to talk to.
Counselor: have a seat, my name is Kendra, whats going on? Wait are u the girl who got in the accident yesterday?
Me: yea, thats what I came to talk to u about.
Kendra: im all ears
Me: well my mom wants to take me out of school completely and i disagree with her but she wont allow me to stay.
Kendra: well Stacey, i disagree too but i also understand why ur mom wanted to take u out. You were nearly killed out there, he said you were drowned in blood.
Me: i dunno why I came here *walks out*
Kendra: STACEY!!!!
I walked out the school and got in the car with my mom, she tried to talk to me but i didnt wanna Hear anything she had to say so i put my ear buds in my ear and dozed off. We got home and she carried me up to my room.Moments later my mom wakes me up trying to make me take some pain medicine.
Me: no! I dont wanna take it!
Mom: u have to, it'll help the pain go away.
Me *turns over and goes back to sleep*
She puts the pill on my dresser by my bed followed by a glass of water. After i heard my door close i checked my phone. *48 messages* dang! Im really that popular. I opened one of em it was from Angelina, it read: hey i heard about the accident, i really hope ur okay, miss ya girly! I decided to reply back to her since we barely speak now, my reply: im doing good, thanks for your concern and i miss u too. Then my phone starts to ring.
Me: hello?
Jaquan: im sooooo sorry please forgive me.
Me: listen Jaquan....
Jaquan: im realllllly sorry i didnt mean to do it i swear! I love you so much i dont wanna loose you please dont leave me.
Me: i already have....
i then hung up the phone and turned back over. I wasnt in the mood to deal with anybodys bullcrap anymore. I need to start doing things that makes me happy. Forget what anybody else thinks.... from now on its all about me.
Mom: stacey! You have company!
Stacey:okay!
My room door swung open and there stood andrew. He had flowers, a huge teddy bear, chocolate, and some food from Mcdonalds
Andrew: hey how you feeling?
Me: ehh... im sore as ever!
Andrew: How could you let this happen?
Me: what do you mean? Your acting like I asked for this to happen.
Andrew: look I'm sorry I'm just so upset that this even happened to you. You didn't deserve to go down like that. Someone like him doesn't deserve someone like you.
Me: I just wish everyone can understand where I'm coming from. I was forced to stop loving him. Do you know how hard this is for me? I'm trying my hardest! Everyday he's either texting my phone or calling me and I just can't ignore him. He's like a virus... He won't go away.
Andrew: I e never looked at it like that. And your right I don't understand. I've never had anyone to love me, and I've never really loved anyone else. I was never taught what love was.
Me: what do you mean?
Andrew: My mom was very abusive towards me. Never got me anything I wanted. Only thing she gave me was food/shelter. If I wanted new clothes, I had to get out and buy it. I've struggled my whole childhood and teenage life. She tried her very best to keep my father away from me because she felt like he was a better parent than she was, and it was true.
Me: I'm too busy complaining about my problems and your going through something ten times worse than what I'm going through.
Andrew: no it's fine. We haven't known each other that long anyways.
Me: no it's not fine. I'm really sorry Andrew.
You honestly never know what someone is going through until they tell you. Andrew is a happy person, he's always got a smile on his face and everything. If he would've never told me about this, I would've never knew.
Andrew: well I'm gonna get going. Imma let you get some rest, enjoy your food.
With that being said he left out of my room. As I was turning over to take my nap my phone buzzed signaling that I had a text message.

*Text Messages*

Jaquan: Can you meet me somewhere?
Me: no I'm trying to rest! Can you just leave me alone!
Jaquan: why you being so stubborn?
Me: if somebody shot you, how would that make you feel?

He didn't text back. He knew I was right.