what's ahead? tyler joseph x reader

Nightmare.

These are mostly just texts. Whenever I make a space between them, and it's center, it's not a text, obviously. Whatever, I ramble, enjoy!

Me: Hey, it's Y/N.

Tyjo ♥: Hey.

Me: So, uh... What's up??

Tyjo ♥: Nothing really. Sorry about earlier
by the way.

Me: No no no, don't apologize. If it wasn't
ok, then I wouldn't have deepened it, huh?

Tyjo ♥: Oh yea. Right.

Me: So, Jenna. Is she...bi-polar?

Tyjo ♥: Yes, she is, actually.

Me: That explains so much

Tyjo ♥: Wym??

Me: Oh, nothing. Nvm.

Tyjo ♥: Uh, ok...
Tyjo ♥: So, what are we exactly??

Me: Friends.

It hurt a little to say just 'friends'. It hurt me. It probably hurt him too. I really hope not. I've gotten to make it a bit better some how.

Me: Fwf.

Tyjo ♥: Fwf??

Me: Friends with feelings.

Tyjo ♥: Deal.
Read at 12:16 am

*time skip brought to you by me bish. Sorry, you're gorgeous, not a bish*

I woke up, gasping for air, around 4:56 in the morning. I had another nightmare. More death. More fear. More gore. The whole 9 yards. I decided to text Tyler and see if he was awake. I needed help, and he just the first person in mind.

Me: ty? you up?

Tyjo ♥: I am now. It' 5 in the morning,
is everything ok?

Me: no.

Tyjo ♥: What happened?

Me: help me. i'm scared.

Tyjo ♥: I'm coming.

Me: hurry.
Read at 5:07 am

I heard a knock on my front door 15 minutes later. I knew who it was. I ran down stairs, still crying, but not as much. I unlocked and opened the door and was immediately greeted by a hug. He was shushing me and saying everything was ok, it was just a bad dream, and that he was here for me. We walked over to the couch, him never letting me go for anything. He sat down and gently pulled me on top of him and I curled in a ball, and sobbed into his chest. We turned on our sides to where I was facing the back of the couch, closest to the back. He put both his arms around me and started singing softly.

"Wise men say 'only fools rush in'
But I can't help falling in love with you.
Shall I stay? Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you?
Like a river flows, surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes.
Something's were meant to be.
Take my hand. Take me whole life too.
For I can't help falling in love with you."

His voice is so beautiful. It was soft, calming, and quiet. I turned onto my other side and buried my face in his chest. He still smells the same way he did the first time we met. I took the moment to take in his scent. He probably thought it was weird. It's natural. No cologne, just him. It's amazing. I guess he figured out I was smelling him, cause he chuckled and stopped singing. He was warm. I liked it. I like him. I use to think that it wasn't true, but I know it is now. I LOVE him. I still can't let this happen ever since what happened the last time. But I also can't control it. I just fell in love. He's perfect. He's cute. He's sweet. I'm broken. I need him. I want him. I love him. I wonder what he's thinking.

<Tyler's POV>-
She rolled over and put her face in my chest while I sang to her. I can feel her body rise as she took a deep breath in. I thought it was cute, so I chuckled. She feels the same way the first day we met, only her body feels so cold. Frozen. Gosh, I love her. I fell for her when she spent the night. For once, I'm glad I couldn't control my love. She's perfect. She's cute. She's sweet. She's broken. I am too. I need to fix her. I need her. I want her. I love her. I wonder what she's thinking.

<Your POV>-
He is so warm, and that's another thing I love about him. I'm very cold. I feel like I'm freezing. I guess he could tell, once again. He took of his hoodie and gave it to me. I slipped it on, struggling a little because I didn't want to get up and off of him. After I slipped on the hoodie and claimed it as my own, I put my hands together and put them to my chest, along with my knees, and curled in a tight ball.

"Are you ok, Y/N?"
"Fine."
"Truthfully?"
"I'm lying. I'm so very far from fine."
"I know. So am I"

Called it. He's broken too. He pulled me closer and made me feel safe. I started falling asleep when an idea popped into my head. I pulled out my phone and texted Tyler, even though he was right next to me. I typed quickly and took a deep breath, and let out a shaky one. I hit send.

Me: i love you.

Tyjo ♥ is typing...

The anxiety I serious right now.

Tyjo ♥: I love you too.

And with that, he kissed me passionately. I kissed back and we didn't leave that couch for a long time.

Woo hoo, a shorter chapter, more angsty stuff, yayyy!! Jkjk, but I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I really enjoyed writing it.

Word count: 887

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