Dreams come to an end? 2nd book in trilogy.

Chapter 6

Ty's POV

She almost cut again because of me. How could I do this to her!! Tears roll down my cheeks as I grab my things and begin to walk home. "I'm a monster" I say to myself over and over putting myself down. Once I get home and open the door the first thing I see is Bandit running down the stairs quickly running at me. "Your looking for her aren't you boy?" I ask picking him up holding him tightly. I set him down gently before walking slowly up the steps. I hear Bandit's paws hit the wood floor as he follows me up the stairs and not my recording room. I close the door quietly and pick up Bandit walking to my desk and computer. Bandit licks my chin as I sit in the chair and begin to set up my recording equipment. After a few minutes of setting up my equipment I adjust my microphone and hit record. I take a deep breath and pet Bandit before talking. "Hey guys Deadlox here and I thought that we needed to have a talk about what you guys have probably seen on twitter and Facebook. I'm here to put all of the rumors to rest and tell the truth about everything" I say messing with my hair looking at the camera. I take another deep breath before talking again "I'm going to tell you guys a story". Bandit licks my chin once again as I begin my story "once upon a time there was a group of YouTubers that were really close friends. They would risk their lives for the other and were always there when needed. Whenever it was time for PAX the group went to a small town in Florida. Once arrived they checked into the hotel but something happened that forever will change the life of one of the YouTubers. That YouTuber is in fact me. I met a girl in the lobby that would forever change my life. We went on dates and fell in love. However, lately the couple hasn't been so fortunate. One of my really close friends has fallen for her also after I became engaged to her. After hearing this I grew angry and said things that should have never been said" I take a breath and look down at Bandit before starting again. "I ruined everything now I can't even hold her in my arms anymore. I can't ask for forgiveness because there is no forgiving when it comes to something like that. I've been gone so much because I messed up huge and now Jordan can't even speak to me without crying or being hurt". I wipe away a tear and look back up at the camera. "I just wanted to apologize to you and to Jordan. Without her I would just be a plain YouTuber. She looks at me differently. I miss you and I love you Jor please come home. We both want you home" I say holding up Bandit higher. I end the recording and edit it then post it. I sigh as I watch comments begin to grow and grow. After about 5 minutes I load them all and begin scrolling though them. The very first comment was from Jor. It read "I forgive you. I love you too Ty. I'm not mad at you, Adam or anyone I just have a lot on my mind that I need to get off. I will text you when I know when I'll be home. I love all of you guys and miss you very much. I just need a little bit of time" She does care. She does love me. I smile big as I kiss Bandit on the head.