You Saved Me (Nash Grier Fan Fiction)

Chapter 19

Lilly's pov:

I woke up shivering about ten times last night. Yesterday was the only nice day out in Chicago. Now it's freezing again.

I rolled onto my back and just processed all that had happened yesterday. Cam means so much to me and obviously I'm excited about being with him but, Nash. A part of me keeps saying that I need Nash in the way I have Cameron. It's silly though because I know Nash doesn't feel that way about me, right?

"Morning Lilly." Mama g said grabbing her purse.

"Morning. Where ya off to?"

"I'm just headed into town with Carter's mom." She smiled.

"Oh. Okay have fun." I smiled and ran my fingers through my hair.

I guess I could get up and get ready, or I could watch tv for a while. Yeah tv sounds nice. I scrolled through the channels and found loony toons. I couldn't help but feel five again laughing at the talking animal characters on the screen. My giggles were soon interrupted by a pounding on my door. I looked through the little eye thing on the door and saw Cameron standing there.

"Good morning." I smiled sleepily at him.

"Morning beautiful. Well afternoon." He laughed letting himself in.

What? Afternoon? Crap.

"Cam what time is it." I said putting a sweatshirt on.

"Um.. 11:33." he chuckled.

"What? Shoot I need to get ready!" I said scurrying to brush my teeth.

"How about you just stay here?" Cameron said hugging me from behind

Really? I mean I was kinda excited about spending time with them today but if he doesn't want me to.

"Oh. Yeah sure that's fine." I said with my toothbrush in the corner of my mouth.

"I mean you can just have a lazy afternoon! Our plane to L.A takes off around 6 so we won't be out that long anyway." He said attempting to braid my hair.

"Yeah ok. That's fine." I sighed "cam.. Stop." I giggled pulling his hands out of my hair.

"It was fun! Your better at it though." He frowned. Obviously cam..I said in my head.

I want to see Nash. I crawled back into bed and texted him while Cameron rambled off about looney toons.

To Nash <3
Are you gonna come say hi.

From Nash <3
I didn't think you wanted to see me.

What? Has he lost his mind.

To Nash <3
Of course I do! Get your butt over here in 5 or else I'll be mad.

I locked my phone and continued to watch loony toons anticipating my Nash to walk through the door. Sure enough a few minutes later there he was. He had popcorn in his hands taking me back to the night before we picked up Cameron. I didn't know where the popcorn was so I asked him to give me a piggyback ride downstairs. Gosh I miss those days. Everything between us came naturally. Now I feel like there's this awkward brick wall separating us.

"Lilly?" He said looking at me.

"What? Oh hi!" I said giving him a hug.

"Hey." He chuckled.

Cameron sat next to me and kissed my cheek before he said. "I'm gonna go downstairs. See you later."

"Okay have fun." I said but looked at Nash and noticed his once sparkling blue eyes, faded into a dull blue. I've never seen it on him and I don't like it.