Our Purpose Driven Life(English Version)

CHAPTER 9 January 24, 2004 9:05pm - 12:47am

     Our Lord God our Father and our Creator, what He wants from us is to make Him happy. And that is our first mission. The example from the bible that gave happiness to Lord God our Father and our Creator is noah, on his time no one gives happiness to Lord God our Father and our Creator. Because they are living on there own desire and not on God. On noah's part that's why God our Father and our Creator is always happy because He obeys Lord God our Father and our Creator. Because God is the most important for Him. The desire of Lord God our Father and our Creator is to have relation to Him. Same as we treat our own family. Treating Him as our Father and our Creator.

     God our Father and our Creator loves us and in return we must love Him too. Love Him but not to sacrifice, or give oblation to Him but what's more good is to give to Him time everyday. We should always follow Him for his happiness, and that is for our prosperity because He sees everything. And our Brother who saves us from our sins and open up the connection between human and God. The important commandments is to Love God with all our heart, with all our soul and with all our mind.

     God our Father and our Creator wants us to follow His desire fully and with no hesitations. Because most of the time we choose what we wish to follow, and the rest of it we do not mind because we are not totally believe in His desire for His happiness and for our prosperity. We thought that we will not flourish that's why we only choose what we wants to follow, specially when we are thinking of does we received benefits by doing it.

     Like me I made a sin to Lord God our Father and our Creator. I was being attack by my masturbation because I wake up by almost 1pm, because I did not follow Lord God our Father and our Creator for I should wake up by 10 or 11am, but after waking up on that time i sleep again. And what i did is i remove my short and brief a little bit, and my penis is already erected, Lord God our Father and our Creator told me that i should not think of x rated scenes that i've watched before but i thought about it again and my penis is erected again. I thought i am gay that's why what i'm thinking that time is same man is doing sex, and now i tried to put my one finger on my asshole to know what will i feel. I did that, and i put only until my fingernail, it hurts and my penis became small and i put my finger again up to my full finger nail, then i remove it and do masturbation, but while i'm doing it God is telling me to stop, but i thought about x rated again and my sperm cells came out, but before it got out there's a tears came out, but before when i'm doing it that doesn't happen. And when my sperm cells came out it is many because i've never did masturbation from the first day doing this book and i just do it again now. And Lord God our Father and our Creator told me to look at the mirror and saw that my eyes is crying and sad. Lord God our Father and our Creator told me that He is the one who is crying because i already accepted Him whole heartedly and His holy spirit is with me fully, that's why what i should think is not my own desire but the desire of Lord God our Father and our Creator. Because whenever i'm not following Him, He is sad and crying, same also to you He felt that way whenever you do sins, but we cannot see it, but for me He is very sad because i already accepted Him and still doing sins. And i saw it on my own eyes, because if that's me i won't cry, because every time I am doing masturbation i'm not crying, and it's not also when i put my finger on my asshole, because i cried after doing the masturbation, and when my sperm cells is nearly coming out. That's why if that happens again, i'm more stronger to myself that i won't do it, because i won't think about myself instead i will think about what will Lord God our Father and our Creator will feel.

     i salute noah for doing the noah's ark the huge ship, because he did not ask or disobey God for not doing it. He did the ship for 120 years and did not have hesitations on how he can put the animals on the huge ship that Lord God our Father and our Creator commanded. All the details of the design of the ship and those animals that he will put on it, he did everything right base on the desire of Lord God our Father and our Creator. That's how important Lord God our Father and our Creator to noah, all God wants he abide. Think about it he finished the huge ship for 120 years and there's so many affront and people do not believe that Lord God our Father and our Creator is talking to him. Because of His whole hearted love his faith with Lord God our Father and our Creator even if people do not believe and affront him, He still trust Him fully, even though it is impossible for the flood because first no rain came for a long time, for Lord God our Father and our Creator saving the rain for the flood, second the sea to there place is hundreds of hundreds miles away, third is how can he put all the animals to the ship, but even if it's impossible he's faith is fully within Lord God our Father and our Creator, that's why God is very happy with him.

     We should also accept the words of Lord God our Father and our Creator, for example me i will be like our Brother Jesus Christ but i don't believe Him, i cannot do it, people might also kill me, and that's wrong, i should believe that i can do it, because when i'm thinking that i can't do it, i do not believe in His wisdom, knowingness and How Lord God our Father and our Creator created me. God said many are like me in this world. And might as well you are like me.

     Lord God our Father and our Creator loves us even if we are sleeping. When we were a kid and our proud and loving parents is viewing at us, they are really happy while we are sleeping, even if we did something wrong that day like we broke something unintentionally, even if they have problems their sadness fades away when they see that we are safe and just breathing while we are sleeping makes them happy. Lord God our Father and our Creator is like that too. When we are kids growing up and developing, even if we've done something wrong and not maturing yet our parents still love us. Lord God our Father and our Creator is the same, He is not waiting for us to be matured before He will love us. But sometimes others had a not good teacher or parents and when they did something wrong their becoming angry, Lord God our Father and our Creator is not like that, what is important to Him is every time we commit mistakes we are learning and becoming stronger. Like me when i was a kid i'm a victim of bullying, i am weak, and emotional and because of that i fight them back but i'm wondering why i'm experiencing karma. Now i know why, because Lord God our Father and our Creator wants me to grow humble, not becoming scrimmage, and because i have a loving parents, i became a loving person, and because i get karma i got to use of being bullied without fighting back, before i do not understand, and because i experience karma, i do not fight back and just forgetting what they've done, but i do not pray that something bad will happen to them, what i do is just understanding them, because in our house i am being love by my siblings and parents or family.

     rick warren was right all had already been planned by Lord God our Father and our Creator, God is just making us stronger, so that when the right time comes we will become like Christ or children of God, we are ready.