The last goodbye is the hardest❤️

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People come and people go, it's a natural part of life, but in my case I haven't just lost one person, I've lost two. The person I trusted the most betrayed me- with my best friend of all people, friends are meant to be the people that are there when you need a hug or a person that makes you feel like you're floating- as if nothing matters but making the other feel better.

The last goodbye is and will always be the hardest but in my case I didn't get to say goodbye to my people. My person chose to leave me when I needed him most, The other flew away, an angel.

"Mommy stop, that tickles!" I giggled as Ailyn squirmed while I attacked her with the 'Monster Claw'

I smiled at the resemblance between Ailyn and Caleb. The face she pulls when she's concentrating and the thing she does with her fingers when she's bored.

Since I got back from the hospital, My baby girl and I had just watched movies and snuggled.

Most of my days were filled with daydreaming- I wondered what it would be like if Harper was here and how I would deal with having two little girls. I wondered if Harper would be like me or if she would be super smart like Caleb.

By the time I was done daydreaming, I saw a familiar face staring back at me.

"Caleb, what are you doing here!"

"Hanna, baby I am so sorry, you were being so distant and I just craved something, that something should have been you Han, I meant what I said in my vows!"

He reached out to hug me as I pulled away, tears running down my face, I ran upstairs and sunk down the wall. The ultrasound photo in my hand.

It's not how big the house is, it's how happy the home is❤️

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