Listening to the sound of the song 'let it go' was starting to give me a headache but I couldn't leave two sleeping children on their own especially in our situation.
I watched Ail rub her eyes sleepily "Mommy, when can we go see grandma Dee Dee?"
I thought to myself, great, another thing to remind myself of Caleb.
I tried to explain gently but of course she went off in a sulk, she gets more like her dad every day.
"Why don't we watch another movie?"
I said scared to take them out unless we saw Caleb again.
She pouted looking at me "I don't love you anymore mommy, I want to go with daddy!"
She stomped off to her bedroom.
Looking at the clock, I realised another day had passed, another day being a single mom.
I put Hope in her crib, tucking her in with her pink blanket and switched on the night light.
I walked down the corridor to see Ailyn laid on her bed crying.
She noticed the bed move as I sat on the end of it
"I'm sorry baby girl, I'm sorry for being a rubbish mom!"
I felt her put her arms around me
"I miss daddy!"
I kissed her forehead trying to hold back the tears "Me too,"
I carried her to my bed, tucking her on and climbing in next to her.
I kissed her head, underneath her short dark curls. "I love you princess,"
I don't know why I said that, all it reminded me of was our wedding vows, when I mentioned the endless flirting in detention and the make out sessions in my very pink teenage bedroom. I remembered when I would tell Caleb I was fine and then when he was gone I became bulimic, I felt trapped in my own skin, but then I had kids and I got married and I had to grow up way too quick. Having a kid at 16 and another at 21 and being a single mom by 22, I wouldn't change it give up my kids for the world but I just wish I could have seen into the future and known Caleb was gonna leave me.
I was awoken from my thoughts when someone banged harshly on the door
"Who is it!" I shouted quietly trying not to wake the kids
"Rosewood Pd, let us in!"
I opened the door
"Can you be quiet, my kids are asleep!"
"Mrs Rivers, your husband MM. Caleb Rivers and Miranda Robinson were in a car crash, could you come to the hospital!"know
"No, I'll give you his mom's number, I have to look after my young children, and by the way, my name is Miss Marin!"
I shut the door behind me and slid down the wall, eventually crying myself to sleep.
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ФанфикHanna just found out she was pregnant- with bad boy Caleb Rivers baby. Will this little miracle bring them together or break them up. How will Caleb deal with being a father when his dad is never there- find out soon❤️❤️ Short story, takes pla...
