Complications

Bad things happen- It's a part of 💜life💜

I woke up to the sound of a phone ringing and the sound of Hanna shushing Ailyn. I hadn't slept hardly since she was born, she was already 4 weeks old.

Hanna had been amazing though. My mind wandered back to the ringing phone.

As soon as I heard those two words coming from Ted's mouth, I couldn't hold the tears back- Ashley wasn't my mom but she is a mother figure to me.

Ted hung up, I had to tell Hanna that her mom was dying and that we had to say goodbye.

I hung up, my head sunk into my hands as Hanna walked over realising that something was wrong. She sat down next to me.
I couldn't stop the tears rolling down my face.

I choked out "it's your mom, she's dying,"
I reached out my arms holding her up as she fell to the ground in shock we joined our arms together, you can be at the highest point one moment but as soon as you get comfortable, your whole world falls like a tower block balancing on your shoulders.

I hugged my mom so tight, never wanting to let her go.
"Hanna, honey I love you so much, but you need to get on with your life, it's my time to go- Make sure that beautiful baby girl remembers who I am."

"Caleb, when I first met you, I knew you were the one for  my baby girl, at first I hated you because I thought you would break her heart, but in truth you were the one who put her back together, Look after those girls for me. Be the dad and husband you wanted your dad to be. I love you all so much, don't mourn me for too long, just for a little while, but move on be happy."

With that she took her last breath as the monitor flattened out and Hanna fell into Caleb's chest, he was her safe place, he made everything better, even if it was just for a second, she felt like she was flying. 💕💕 like an angel