Living In A Nightmare

Chapter Seven

Chapter Seven

(Jonhathan)

I hurry over to the door trying not to look obvious that I'm leaving. I don't need any of his friends to notice and stop me to talk. I open the door and walk out shutting the door behind me. Breathing in the fresh air and feeling the cool breeze I haven't felt in a month. Looking around now in the dark I have no idea which way to go other than the main road. Jared lives a few miles out of town with no houses close by. All that is surrounding the house is open emptiness and some trees near by. There is only one way to leave and that's the gravel road leading into the main road into town.

"Hey Jonhathan right?" I look over and see the guy I saw leave out of the door only moments ago near his car.

"Yeah?" I say a little uneasy.

"Where are you going?" he asks getting closer to me.

"I need to get away from here." I answer.

"Oh yeah why is that?" he says before I see Katelynn appear from the car. I run the other way trying to get away from Katelynn and the guy. I should of known it wouldn't be that easy to just leave. I look back only to see the guy right behind me.

By the time I look in front of me I fall tripping over the rocks underneath me on the gravel road. My face smacking the rocks and the sting and burn of the pain. I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid. I keep telling myself when I feel the guy take a few steps closer leaner down.

"You really thought you could get away?" he says grabbing me by my arm and pulling me up. I try to make a run but he grabs me and holds my body against me. I have no way to get away he's more stronger than I am.

"Please just let me go. I won't tell anyone I swear." I say fearing for what Jared will do when he finds out.

"Why should I trust you? Why would I let you go if Jared wants you?" he asks.

"Please?" I say.

"You know you had him convinced that you loved him  back. I didn't say anything of course but I knew you would try something. I knew it was all an act. Jonhathan don't you think it's wrong to lie? I've known Jared for five years and both Katelynn and myself just want him to be happy. Katelynn is more scared of getting caught but me I know that will never happen. You can scream and shout but you will just be making yourself look like a fool. No one will believe you because everyone is drunk and so are you."

"I'm not drunk. Hel" I shout before his hands wrap around my neck and start to choke me. I feel my every breath being taken away and as I look up I see Jared appear.

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After the party...

(Jared)

I believed him I really did and thought he meant everything he said but I should of known it was all a lie so he could try and get away. I was foolish to believe him when I knew he was lying all along. Now I don't even know what to do with him. I love him and I don't want to hurt him but something inside of me just wants to teach him a lesson. I want him to know if he ever tries to do this again something is going to happen to him but at the same time I want to show him how much I love him. Maybe if I show him he will learn and never want to leave me again.

I walk in my bedroom to my closet where I left Jonhathan last night tied up and his mouth taped. I open the door and see him looking back at me with fear of what I'm going to do to him. I'm not the bad person he is. He deserves this because he lied to me. I tell myself.

I grab him by his arm and push him towards the bed. I watch as he turns around and looks back at me with his innocent eyes. "You promised you wouldn't try to leave or do anything bad. I trusted you and now you lost all of my trust. I thought you were happy, I thought you loved me. Jonhathan you lied to me what do you think I should do to you?" I ask him before ripping the tape off of his mouth.

"Please I'm sorry Jared I won't ever try to leave again. Please I do love you it was a mistake. I didn't mean to." Jonhathan pleads.

I want to believe him, I want to trust him and take his word but I can't. He lied to me before, he tricked me for a whole week to think he loved me. All I ever asked him was to love me back like he used to when we first started talking. Why can't he just do that? Am I asking for too much?

"Jonhathan I love you."

"I know and I love you too." he says trying to convince me he does but I know he is just saying it because I did.

"No, Jonhathan I don't think you do. I think I need to show you how much I love you and make you fall in love with me." I say walking over to the bed and pushing  him onto the bed on his back. I lean on top of him  and kiss him, "I love you Jonhathan I really do. I don't want to hurt you I just want you to love me back."

"Just let me show you." I say as I start to reach down and unzip his pants sliding them off.

"Please stop I promise I will be good." Jonhathan says.

"You don't have to be scared." I say. "I know you want this too Jonhathan."

He lays on the bed looking at the ceiling not saying a word but I know deep down this is what he wants too. I know he is just scared because this is his first time but he doesn't have to be. I'll show him I love him and he will love me back. I would never hurt him I just wish he would understand that. I pull my pants off as I get on top of him. "Please stop." I hear him say but I ignore him.

"I love you Jonhathan just trust me. I'll make you fall in love with me."

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