Living In A Nightmare

Chapter Two

Chapter Two

(Jonhathan)

I wonder where my mom thinks I am right now or if she even notices I been gone. Does she even notice? She has to right? I know I didn't have a great relationship with her or my dad but how can they not notice. I have to be claimed missing by now. If I'm not I'll probably be here forever.

The days have been dragging every minute, every second feeling like an eternity. There isn't much to do chained to a bed and only so much I can think about before I start to feel like I'm about to go crazy. And with Jared coming to visit me every few hours I dread it even more. Every day he tries touching me more and more. The sad part is I kind of like it but isn't that wrong?

This isn't what love is or what I at least pictured it but here I am chained up and getting turned on when the person that has me chained up touches me. Don't get me wrong the part of me that makes sense doesn't like it. It shouldn't be happening and it's wrong but maybe it won't be so bad if I give in to his wishes.

What am I saying? I don't want to give into his wishes I don't even know him or trust him. I trusted him before and this is what I get. I don't want to imagine if I were to upset him even more. I'm already on his bad side. Chances are he would probably kill me the next time.

I stop thinking when I hear him start to unlock the lock and pulling the ladder down. Great it's like he knows when I'm thinking about him and decides to come up. I can only hope he's only coming up to bring me something to eat and not something else.

I hear him climb up the ladder into the attic seeing his dark brown eyes staring at me as he reaches the top. No plate of food in hand which means he came up to do other things to me. He walks toward me with those eyes I see serial killers have on movies. Whatever he is thinking I wish he stops thinking it because I don't want to find out what it is.

"Hey Jonhathan I thought maybe you thought about what we discussed last time. Are you going to be a good boy or should I punish you?" he asks waiting for an answer.

I lay there on the bed not saying a word. Either way I answer I'm being punished so what's the point?

"So I take it you want to be punished?" he asks standing by the bed moving his hand up my leg.

"No, I don't want to do either. Just let me go I promise I won't tell anyone." I say desperately hoping he will give in.

I see compassion in his eyes but only for a second until it goes away. What was I thinking trying to change his mind? He's a twenty eight year old guy that can't find anyone to be with him because of how sick minded he is.

He laughs at me like I said the funniest thing in the world before he speaks. "Jonhathan you know I can't do that. You chose to come here and I paid for it don't you think I deserve to have some fun with you?"

"Don't you think this is wrong?" I ask.

"I know it is but this is what happens when you talk to strangers you don't know. Maybe next time you will know better. Then again there won't be a next time because I'm never going to let you go. You're mine and always will be. You want to know the good part? No one will ever care to look for you and will just think you ran away. But don't worry Jonhathan I care about you. I love you remember don't you love me?" he says.

I wince at the words I love you wanting to throw up. This isn't love and if he thinks this is then I never want to be in love as long as I live. "I don't love you I hate you." I reply regretting it as it comes out of my mouth.

Jared's expression changes and I can see the anger growing inside him. "You know what happens when you say things like that?" he asks scaring me as he places his hands around my neck.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you." I say as he squeezes my neck taking my every breath away. His hands gripping tighter and tighter making me fear maybe this time he will kill me.

Just when I think he isn't going to let go he finally does and I'm left trying to catch my breath. Coughing as I struggle to take a deep breath relieved that he finally let me go.

"You think I can't be mean to you but I can be and will be when I have to. You think you don't love me Jonhathan but just wait I'll have you fall in love with me in the end. I always get what I want nothing will stop me. Just think about that next time you decide to say something that you might wish you didn't. Just be a good boy and I'll treat you right otherwise you're going to wish you were dead. Now I think you owe me." Jared says staring at me.

I nod my head not saying a word because I'm too scared to. I don't want this but I know more than ever I don't want to die. Not now I'm only fifteen. He gets on top of me pulling my pants down. I look away at the wall as he moves his hand to a place I don't want it. He starts to do things making me wish he stops but I also like it.

I try to think about something else as he continues to do things to me. It wasn't worth it at all to talk back I guess I learned my lesson today. I just wish it was over already. Will I ever get away?

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