Living In A Nightmare

Chapter One

**This story contains male pregnancy like most of my other stories so if you don't like that stop reading right now. Some boys are born able to have children. They are able to become pregnant, carrying a baby and give birth naturally. They are born with a female reproductive system that allows them to. So they are basically male except for being able to have children. Jonhathan was born able to have kids thought I should mention it since I don't mention it until later in the story Any way I hope you enjoy the story. :) **

Chapter One

(Jonhathan)

October 14th

Where do I start? My life used to be normal or what I call normal. I argued with my parents but every teen does. Especially if your parents are divorced and don't give a damn. I wasn't their perfect child like they wanted. I'm messed up and have a defect. If they could have sent me back they would of no doubt about it. They don't care about me, only about themselves. They're money hungry and greedy bastards. Not willing to even share with their only son, only child.

My mom is a real bitch. She should win an award for worst mother alive. She's also an attention whore. Before my parents got divorced she was cheating on my dad. Not with one or two guys but five different guys. She used each guy to give her something my dad couldn't. She told my dad when he found out that he wasn't giving her enough attention.

My dad worked constantly just to buy her what she wanted. Seemed like none of it helped since she couldn't appreciate any of it. Now she has Tom or whatever his name is. It's sad I can't remember but how can I? She goes through men faster than rabbits can produce. At least she doesn't produce like one though it's a good thing too.

My dad well he's a different story. He works twenty-four seven. He never had time to even say hi when I would go over to his house and spend the weekend every other week. It used to be every weekend but then Lily came along, Lily the gold digger. All she sees is my dad's money and he gives into everything she wants. They've only been together three months and they're already engaged. My dad bought her the biggest ring and of course she said yes. It was her idea to get married after all. Besides arguing about his soon to be trophy wife we hardly talk.

Along with a crappy home life, life at school wasn't any better. School sucked for me and my grades were bad. I could of been an A student or at least a B if I tried but I didn't see the point in trying when I felt depressed most of the time and had no motivation.

I was bullied at school constantly by people that made it their goal to bring me down. They got joy out watching me suffer and no one did a thing. No one cared enough about me because I wasn't important. I was an easy target and everyone knew that.

I got beat up almost every day at school and I let them because I don't know how to stand up for myself and I probably will never learn. Even though I didn't even start I was always the person to get in trouble. The principle would always call me in his office and say, "Jonhathan if you choose to be normal this wouldn't happen."

Hah! Normal I am normal more than anyone I know. Just because I'm gay I'm considered not normal? That's a joke seriously. I might not be completely normal or perfect but no one is. I knew I was gay since kindergarten and I'm not changing for anyone especially the principle.

Sixth grade was the worst time of my life. I had a crush on Chris Patterson since third grade. I fell for Chris's deceitful ways and believed he was my friend. I told him I liked him thinking he liked me back. Was I totally wrong? He told everyone and made my life a living hell from then on. I hated him, my life and thought about taking my own life constantly. Of course I never did since I'm a weak pathetic loser that didn't have it in me.