I should have kissed you.

Chapter 11: Saying goodbye's and hello's

The long drive to the airport didn't help. I already had a headache from my fear of heights and plane crashes. I stare at out the window reading watch and every sign. I look at all the people who are walking among the street, I wonder. They say most people have one very specific secret. What could a pretty face like that one or this have to be hiding. All the different things make my head spin and hurt even worse. I look to my left, Where Liam was sitting. He had been holding my hand in my lap the whole drive. i look at him, His Innocent eyes look at me. I cuddle my head into his side. He readjusts how he is sitting. He wraps his arms around me than takes my hand. I can see my mother and Mrs.Payne smiling in the front seats. 

When we arrive at the airport i swear my stomach drops to my feet. It took a while to go through all the security and stuff. Before that, it was time to say goodbye. I hugged my mom and kissed her on the cheek. She started to cry, and i teared up a little. This wasn't the first time Liam has said goodbye to his mom. So they took it better. I still saw just a little tear in Mrs.Payne's eye though. Liam hugged my mom and i heard her whisper in his ear "You better take good care of her". He nods his head. We wave and walk away. Leaving behind us to proud mothers who watched their children both grow up and fall deeply in love for each other. They watched us walk away together and it hurt them to see us leave but they new it was a good thing.

On the plane though, I couldn't walk. I was more scared than a deer in the headlights. I squeezed Liam's hand tightly when the plane lifted off. My ears popped and my eyes closed i was tempted to look out the window but i could already tell that would be a bad idea. I think in  my head "Bye home, ill miss you" 

I Try hard to fall asleep on the plane so i don't get so  dizzy but it just wont happen. I just can't force myself enough to fall asleep. Just like in the car Liam takes my hand and holds it tightly. Making me feel secure and safe. We talk for a bit. And i get distracted from my evil thoughts of fears. Liam started to tell me about his friends and who she hangs out with. I got a little overwhelmed. What are his friends going to think of me when i get there. 

After a while i finally fall asleep. I dream about London and the apartment. Liam had told me nothing about it yet. How it looks and just how it is in general.I dreamt of a tall red brick building on a busy street. People passing by like they don't even see it. cyclist riding their bikes up and down the street. I imagine myself walking in the building I'm greeted by complete strangers. I ask for Liam and they look at me like I'm some foreign girl. I keep asking for Liam but no one answers. I get on the elevator it goes up higher and higher. I wonder whee i am i feel as if I'm lost. I start to panic. 

I'm awaking by Liam. He was waking me up telling me we were about to land, Thank god! i couldn't wait to get off this plane for two reason's. One i was terrified to death by planes ans heights. And Second i was excited to see the apartment i will be living in with Liam. I was so glad to get off the plane i practically jumped and ran off when it was time. Of course we had to go through even more security. They just want me to wait so i don't even see the apartment to later. The time Goes by to slow. Even the taxi ride to it is Long. Actually it was pretty short just seemed like it took forever.  I look outside the window. It wasn't a busy street like i imagined there where No bike riders. And instead of a pretty red brick building it was more of brown and grey bricks. 

We walk inside and it looks small but livable. When we get on the elevator Liam puts his hands over my eyes. I couldn't see the room just yet. He walks us both across the hall to his place. I