A simple question | Yoonseok

Boy meets Disagreement

If you wanna feel a little emo reading this, listen to the song..

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The next morning Yoongi wasn't woken up by anyone, which he was thankful. He know then it was studio day. The four vocalists weren't needed in the studio but he, Hoseok, and Namjoon were.

So Yoongi got up with a huff, stretching out his limbs and walking to the bathroom to wash his face and teeth then went to the living room. He found Hoseok sitting there on the couch with his phone.

"Where's everyone?"

"Namjoon left to the studio already, the rest went grocery shopping.. I think?"

Yoongi nodded, "should we head to the studio then?"

Hoseok paused, he knew now was the best time to talk, since everyone was out.

"Yoongi-ah, you know how I said that we should do more in our relationship? I didn't mean just in bed." 

"Oh? well what else?" Yoongi asked while sitting down beside him.

'Okay you can do this..'

"I think that we.. uh ..we should tell the others about us." Hoseok blurted out.

Yoongi took in Hoseok words. They couldn't.

"Why?"

"They should know."

"They can't Hoseok, We- we'll look different in their eyes.."

"How? They're family Yoongi-ah.. They should know.."

Yoongi couldn't let them know. He was afraid that once they knew that would treat him different. Like how Hoseok had reacted when he confessed.

"I thought that about you when I confessed.." Yoongi mumbled.

"Huh?"

"How you treated me when I confessed, you ignored me.. What if they do that?"

Yoongi was always afraid if he did or said something wrong in the relationship Hoseok would ignore him like he did in the past and next time it wouldn't only be for three days. 

"it broke me Hoseok, I- I don't wanna go through that again.."

Hoseok took in what Yoongi said, and he was hurt. "That's different, you know that."

"Is it?"

"Are you getting mad because I want to tell them? I don't like being a secret Yoongi."

"And you think I do!"

Hoseok took a breath in, trying to distract his eyes from watering. "I'm sorry Yoongi that I hurt you, but I needed time to figure out what our relationship was going to be.."

"You could've talked to me Hoseok.. said something to me or at least looked at me instead of ignoring me.."

"And I'm sorry Yoongi, but" But Hoseok wasn't the type to get upset, wasn't the type to get angry but everything Yoongi was saying hurt him. "I had three days to figure out my feelings, and from what I remember you had more than three days! You even said you tried to deny them.. So you can't get mad at me, I deserve time to figure these things out too.. And if the roles were reverse and I said I liked you before that interview would you drop everything and be with me or would you need time too?" At this point Hoseok had tears streaming down his face, he hated the feeling of getting upset, he didn't wanna be mad at Yoongi.