A simple question | Yoonseok

Boy meets Denial

It's been days since Yoongi came to the conclusion that he might be gay. Might be. Nothings set in stone so he can change, but one thing hasn't. Hoseok.

He's tried everything to get the thought out of his head but it would always linger.

They had started to practice their performance for k-con and he was constantly reminded that he made the assumption that he felt something more towards Hoseok and it didn't help that Hoseok was everywhere he went, even at the dorms. So he thought that going overseas would distract him but that wasn't the case.  

Being at k-con was always a wonderful experience, seeing their fans around the world made it real for Yoongi that people actually did like Bts and it wasn't some big hoax that everyone in Korea was in on. But he couldn't enjoy it as much this year, because of this stupid situation he had gotten himself into. 

Yoongi wanted nothing more to just forget the whole thing and put it all behind him, but then Hoseok would do or say something and Yoongi was back at questioning his role as a friend and nothing more. So he did his best to distance himself from the other rapper but Hoseok would somehow know when Yoongi let his guard down and bother him. This wouldn't have happen if he ate his damn food in silence.. NO.. If it weren't for that damn interview he would never have questioned his damn sexuality and think about Hoseok other than a friend. But it was too late for that now, Now here they were in a completely new city with jet leg. Not Yoongi of course for he always stayed up at night and now his body was used to being up when he shouldn't be, but his sleeping habits worked in his favor attending k-con this year.

"Yoongi hyung?"

"Hmm?"

"I've been calling you for awhile now, we have to leave to the concert hall." Jungkook stated leaving the hotel room.

"kay."

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There they were at the venue, hearing screams from adoring fans all around them. They were on the stage but hidden from view behind a screen which was circular and the fans obviously knew that they were in it. 

"Yoongi-ah I'm nervous" Hoseok said holding onto Yoongi.

It was adorable seeing him this way, for Hoseok was always calm when performing shows in Korea, on his own turf. But they were on new territory and Hoseok was freaking out. They all had their own remedies as to get rid of the butterflies and feel a little normal when performing, Hoseok's remedy was that he liked to be held and this time he wanted to be held by Yoongi.

"Seok-ah, your'e going to be great like you always are." Yoongi watched him in awe and hugged him.

"Your'e amazing, and everyone here is going to see that."

"Thanks hyung."

Then the music started to play, the song they were about to sing was 'Young Forever' but it was gonna go straight to Hoseoks part and into the song. So Yoongi pulled away and squeezed Hoseok's hand before he sang.

"Yeongwonhi Sonyeonigo Sipeo Nan Ah."

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K-con seemed to go fast this year, like a blink of an eye. And he actually enjoyed it, he let it all go and didn't care about his situation. Occasionally he would watch Hoseok and admire him, performing was his specialty along with many others but on that stage he didn't care what was going to happen to him because he was doing what he loved. Thinking back Yoongi wished he was still in that moment, care free and all, but reality set in and he did care what was going to happen with him and his situation.

The next day they were packing up ready to leave the hotel and head to the airport. Most of the members were still jet legged and groggy.

"I'm tired hyung, carry me" Jimin pouted to Hoseok.