A simple question | Yoonseok

Boy meets Reveal

For the rest of the month, Bts was preparing for their next comeback while also attending events and promoting 'Fire.' All the while Yoongi was doing everything he could to convince himself that he didn't like Jung Hoseok.

But everything he did wouldn't work. It was frustrating for him, he never experienced this before so this whole thing seemed like it was out of his control. He felt like a prisoner that had a ball and chain attached to them. His mind was the prisoner while the ball and chain was how he felt towards Hoseok. But none of the other members seem to notice how Yoongi had changed. It wasn't like he was gonna tell them either, because he wasn't the type to talk about his feelings, and when he did it was through his music. But with how he was struggling to cope with his new found feelings towards the other rapper he wouldn't be able to keep his mouth shut if any of the other members suspected something was up. 

He wanted to voice his thoughts to finally set his mind at ease, and maybe hearing a new opinion would help lose his interest in Hoseok, but he couldn't. He's lived with these boys for seven years, they know the best and worst quality's each member has so Yoongi couldn't tell them. Sure if it was a crush on a girl group member they would just tell him to join the club, but it was a boy he was into and he didn't know how they would react. Especially if that boy was Jung Hoseok?

Even though a war seemed to be playing in his mind he played it cool, acted the same. But he didn't feel like the old Yoongi, he felt different like someone he didn't know. He wanted to be the same but how could he be? Yoongi's view on Hoseok changed and as much as he tried to erase his feelings, a part of him was glad that his attempts didn't work. He adored Hoseok.

Ever since he realized his feelings, everything Hoseok was came in full effect. Everything he did was memorial in his eyes. And as conflicted as he was about this situation, he was glad that it was Hoseok that made his heart beat faster.

And that's how the month went for Yoongi. A war that was fighting in his mind, one side fought for Hoseok to be more while the other was fighting for Hoseok to be just a friend. One side was winning, the side that Yoongi knew wouldn't work out no matter how much he wanted it to.

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Things slowed down after that, promoting for 'Fire' and 'Save Me' came to an end and all they had to focus on now was their 'Blood, Sweat, and Tears' comeback. Which led them to focus on the new album with finishing touches, and filming their individual short films they created for their songs, and the two other choreography's they also had to learn.

Then eventually they were given a day off.

Yoongi was going to just lounge around all day in bed, away from Hoseok. But he needed water so he left his room, when he entered the living room he saw Jungkook setting up the wii.

"Oh hyung, wanna play that game now?" Jungkook asked. He was clearly excited to finally be able to play his games again, he was still a teenager after all. Yoongi had also forgot that he asked to play something with the others around a month ago, he thought Jungkook would have forgotten as well. 

Even though he saw Jungkook's hopeful face he wanted to say 'no', he didn't feel like playing but it was a great way to keep his mind away from over thinking, so why not.

"Yeah Kookie, just gonna get some water first."

Yoongi came back with a full cup of water and Jungkook decided to put on Mario Cart. He hadn't played this game in so long that he knew Jungkook would win. But seeing how Jungkook was sitting and prepping himself, it looked liked he actually thinks that Yoongi might be competition. 

"Jungkook-ah your sitting too close to the screen, how will I see from the couch?"

"You don't hyung!" Jungkook moved over and patted down the floor beside him, suggesting to Yoongi that he should sit down. The action was cute, Jungkook and Tae always played games like this and Yoongi didn't feel like convincing Jungkook to sit on the couch so he obliged.