Emotional

Chapter 7

*hey guys, I'm sorta back? I've been dealing with school and life. Fuck me. Anyways, some gay shit is happening so beware alright? Nah, just sink in that hot girl x girl shit lol.*

"Wake up!" A high pitched voice squealed in my ear. I shot up from my sleep and saw Victoria sitting at the end of my bed. "Goodnight, beautiful! How did you sleep?"

"Fucking Christ, Victoria. How early is it?" I said, a little irritation came from my mouth.

"It's 9:30, Alexandria. Time to get out and do stuff today!" She said and jumped off my bed.

"I have to go look for a job today." I finally got up and started to look for something to wear.

"A job? What kind of job are you looking for?" Victoria sat in the chair by my dresser.

"I don't know. Just a job.."

"Hmmmm." Victoria started to think for a moment.

I thought about Ryo again, but I dare not tell her he was here last night. Maybe she was wrong about him. Her reaction would consist of freaking out and giving me the speech again of how bad he is.

"You okay?" She said. "You look a little pale."

I shook my head to wake me up. "Just a crazy night.."

"Yeah, it was pretty crazy. But it was awesome!"

I started to nod.

"Something on your mind?" She asked again. "What did you think of Zeke? Cute, right? I think you two should go out sometime and have a nice dinner somewhere."

I chuckled a bit, feeling the hangover come to me. I felt nauseous. "Maybe a cup of coffee will help my hangover."

Victoria gawked at me. "Did you even hear me?"

"What?" I pretended to hear what she said. I didn't go out on dates and I didn't want to find love right away. I just wanted to keep to myself for now. But of course, I thought about Ryo.

"Oh nevermind. Let's go have a coffee and get a bite to eat." Victoria said and headed out of my room.

I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. Boy, it was a crazy night. Honestly, I shouldn't have drank that much. Could I help it though? I rubbed the makeup off of my eyes and went into the bathroom. I felt the urge to puke when my stomach started to churn, quickly hurling over the toilet. Oh god, I felt like shit.

"You okay, Alex?" Victoria knocked on the door.

"Yeah, just hungover." I called back and finished.

"Well, coffee doesn't settle with the stomach after a night of drinking."

I washed my face off. "Yeah, but at least it will wake me up." I opened the door and those vibrant blue eyes were my attention grabber. Fuck, she was so gorgeous. I kind of got lost in the though of her.

"Alex, you always give an intense look when you're interested in something. Is it me?" The beautiful model said.

I felt myself blushing hard. "Uh, it's hard to explain honestly." Yes, being the bisexual woman I am I wanted to pin her to the wall and kiss her hard. I stopped the thoughts. "Anyways, coffee and get a bite to eat?"

Victoria gently smiled at me, biting her lip in the process. I couldn't help it. I lunged at her and pinned her against the wall, kissing and biting at her lips. Her soft moans made me quiver and I wanted to feel every inch of her gorgeous body. I pulled away, feeling embarrassed at what I just did. Fuck. Victoria just stared at me, not knowing what's going on in her head. She pulled me in for one last kiss and giggled after.

"I've never felt so close to anyone like that." She said, her voice was soft and she was still catching her breath.

"What do you mean?" I asked, my body pressing against hers. I could feel her shaking.

"What I mean is, I know we just met, but I feel like we will have an amazing connection that is so strong. Even if we do stuff like this and.. maybe even more if you don't mind? Honestly, I've never really found the one and I've never been.. kissed or umm.. had sex with anyone.." She got quiet and blushed hard.

I started thinking about her boyfriend. "What about Stephen? He's never done things with you?"

She shook her head. "No. We haven't done anything. I guess I wasn't ready for him."

"Was it awkward for you?" I asked.

"No. I actually kind of liked the way you were with me. Stephen was never like that with me. Maybe we could do it more..?" Her shy voice was so cute.

I grabbed her chin. "Sounds like you want more. Do you?" I started to kiss her neck.

She let out little gasps. "Y-Yes. Please."

I smiled and pulled away, grabbing her and taking her back into my room.

~*~

We laid down close to each other. Fuck, that was hot. I took a girl's virginity. First time, too. She enjoyed it as much as I did. She wasn't hesitant with me. God, I'm horrible for already doing that to a girl I just met and she has a boyfriend, too. Fuck, what is wrong with me?

"You know, you're not bad for a girl." Victoria said, running her long pink colored acrylic nails down my chest.

"Yeah?" I replied, giving her a smirk.

"You're actually pretty good. You knew all the right spots." She giggled as she said it.

"Well, if you don't mind, could we slow things a bit? I know I just became your friend and all, but it was just the heat of the moment." I said in the nicest way possible without making her upset.

"Oh, of course we can! I won't push you to do anything you're not comfortable with." She perked her shoulders against her ears and smiled.

"Cool. Let's go out today so I can find a job." I got up from the bed, getting something to put on. I looked back at Victoria who was still in nothing but a cute lacey bra and knee high socks. "You might want to put on something before I pin you down again."

"Oh! Sorry!" She got up and pulled me in to her, giving me a kiss on the cheek before she got dressed.

What am I doing? Is this wrong of me? I mean I'm single, but I still think about him. I have to find him again.