This honestly kinda sucks and is all of the place I guess. Idk it's a lot of reading (I think) so enjoy
It was like 3:30am when I wrote that bottom paragraph in the picture 😂
Btw this chapter was temporarily named "fuck yo butch" also written at 3:30am ish I needed sleep so badly
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"You don't get it y/n! You don't understand the pressure that goes along with this job!"
Your eyes narrowed at your boyfriend "I may not be a rockstar that tours the world like you are but excuse me I'm aware of the pressure and have more pressure on me then you think"
Ashton shook his head at you. His face was red and fists were clenched. The two of you started arguing after you had made a comment about the pressure of work.
"No you don't know the pressure. I don't give a fuck whatever you say to me."
That little comment made you explode "Ashton Fletcher Irwin! I get it that you fucking have fifty-million girls wanting to date you and always trying to get your attention and it stresses you out but don't you think I'm stressed out too? Not only do I have the pressure from work - which might I add is a shitload I also have the pressure from your work. I get tweet after tweet and comment after comment telling me how I'm ugly and how I need to stop dating you and how you deserve much better then my ugly ass and I don't know about you Ashton but when you get shit like that it makes you want to give up. I've been told to die a few times too but you're just so oblivious that you don't even see what's happening. You're in this false reality that everything is okay. You tell your fans that you write songs for real problems and real people and you want to help everyone but as of right now I feel alone. Then you come here and tell me that my problems at work aren't as bad as yours. I'm allowed to be frustrated. I'm allowed to be mad. I'm allowed to be scared and upset and to want my boyfriend to kiss me and tell me that everything is going to be okay."
You stopped to take a breath and Ashton went to speak up. "Baby-"
"No I'm not done Ashton. If you would've just listened to me earlier and let me finish you would've known that my coworker tried to sexually touch me and then my boss gave me not only my pile of work but that same coworker's work to do. The printer broke and because I was in the same room as it, it was my fault. I wasn't even using the printer and hadn't touched it since yesterday. My boss took a chunk of money out of my pay check to pay for "my doing". I'm tired, I'm uncomfortable, I just wanted to kiss you and have you hold me and talk about the good times. I just wanted to end this night off good instead of bad."
By the end of your speech you had tears rolling down your face and turned away from Ashton. Even though you were upset with him all you wanted was comfort from him.
You could feel his chest press into your back as he hugged you from behind "baby if I had known all of this was happening... why did you never tell me about the fans?"
Shaking your head, you shrugged. You honestly didn't know why you never told him. Relationships depended on honesty and working together but sometimes people made mistakes and tried to forget what was happening.
They just tend to put stuff on the back burner and try to focus on what's good. What makes them happy. The only problem is that finally the bad stuff will break through and take over everything. No matter what you personally can do. It makes you look for someone around you that you can trust.
Ashton gently turned you around, his hand brushing against your cheek. "Babygirl, I'll always be here for you. I'm sorry I yelled at you."
Subconsciously leaning into his hand, you smiled up at him. "It's okay sweetie, sometimes we just miscommunicate. I love you"
He leaned down and connected your lips for a quick kiss. "I love you too baby"
Kinda sucky tbh but hey I got it written!! That's good at least lol. I hope y'all enjoy! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT IN LIKE TWENTY MINUTES ASHTON WILL BE 23???? BECAUSE I CANT. LIKE WTF NO YOU CANT CONTINUE TO GROW UP!!!
okay yeah imma go write some more maybe idk. I love you guys!!! Byeeee!!
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