College is now over for me.
I have to find a job now.
I found one.
But I have to start over again.
Again I'm a fish out of the water.
All the thing I achieved in college.
It all disappeared.
My confidence.
Gone.
Reputation.
I don't have one anymore.
It took me ages to be friendly with my classmates and friends.
Have you experienced going over a scenario, reviewing the words you'll say, rehearsing the conversation in your head before speaking.
I do, I always do.
Even to my mom.
Even to my sister.
Even to my closest friend.
And my heart will beat faster when i 'm about to speak up.
And in my new job.
I have to speak up.
I have supervisors and managers to talk to.
I have employees to talk to.
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Special girl
ChickLitIn all the books I've read being introvert, being shy is okay, because in the end they are special, they have a happy ending. In reality, the world will tear you apart and wear you down. Being shy is never acceptable specially if you didn't come fro...
