Special girl

17

I'm that friend.
The one people forgets that is there.
The one left behind.
When I was in college we had a 2 days 1 night educational tour I wasn't aware when the room arrangement was made but every group of friend were consulted and guess what my friends forgot about me. I was not listed on their room, I wasnt anywhere on that list.
I always say its okay, you can't be joined in the hip with your friends.
I'm a very curious person and I like listening to gossip.
But I rarely force someone or ask them to talk to me about stuff that their going through I want them to do so voluntarily. I guess that's why I'm the last to know in my circle of friends, I'll found about it when it's over. And there are cases it took years before I knew.
My best friend broke up with her boyfriend and up until now I don't know why they broke up.
I have 'tampo' with my friends but its just one of the things I kept to myself and I just have to get over it.
No one talks to me and no one listens to me.
That s my reality