I resigned.
I'm not a supervisor material yet so why stay.
And now I have to start all over again.
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I met him again.
Crush.
He said I'm single because the one who asked him is my friend whom he like.
And I believed it hoping this time he'll look at me differently.
I also realized that I can force myself to be extremely sociable, that I can pretend really well that everything's okay inside of me.
I thought its been years I'm more mature now I'm in the point of my life that my insecurities doesn't affect me much. I thought I could handle my feelings really well by now I mean I'm much older.
I'm just kidding myself.
After the day I spent with him I went back being and feeling the teenage girl I was.
It'll pass I know in a few days I'll forget about it but I wish I just don't forget I wish I could also move past it.
But for now I cried to a friend the way I cried to her when we were in high school.
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Special girl
ChickLitIn all the books I've read being introvert, being shy is okay, because in the end they are special, they have a happy ending. In reality, the world will tear you apart and wear you down. Being shy is never acceptable specially if you didn't come fro...