Happy Times

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This is a time skip to summer 2015.

For once everything feels like it's going to be alright. Junior year was finally over and I never felt so free.

My boyfriends birthday is today, so after school we went to wait for his mom to pick us up. Today is the last day of school, his birthday, and the day he sadly moves.

I spent a couple nights at his place. I'll spare you the details on the unholy things we did.

They eventually took me home. My mom works third shift, so she works at night and sleeps during the day. Dad is back working in Detroit; he only comes home on weekends.

When I got home dad was at work and mom was asleep. I was having a very rough time.

~~~~~~~~~Before spending the night with him~~~~~~~

Before I went to spend the night at my boyfriend, Nate's house I had slowly been lowering my dosage, trying to get off my antidepressants, Zoloft.

When I went to his house I didn't take them with me. I decided I was just gonna go cold turkey.

~~~~~~~Present~~~~~~~~~~~

I was regretting that decision. I was having some of the worst withdrawal symptoms. If you've ever went through withdrawal, most symptoms replicate symptoms of early pregnancy...

Sorry for the long update. I just re downloaded this app and realized how much I miss writing! I'm sorry about the time skip, but I will go back and fourth so it makes sense.

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