Where is she

Where is she - chapter 10

I stand up and drain the tub. I grab my Blue towel with the green C on it, off the towel warmer. I wrap my self in the towel around my body like a strapless dress. Then I slide on my fuzzy Victoria Secret robe. Then I walk downstairs go through the kitchen and living room to the laundry room. I open the dryer were I put my pajamas so they'd be warm when I got out the bath.
When I get to my room with my warm clothes and slide on my fuzzy socks with polar bears on them. Then I put on under clothes and put on blue leggings with a long sleeve black, one size to big flannel shirt. But I left it in button since I was wearing a white tank top under it. When I turned my flannel long sleeve shirt flew around me since it almost came to my knees.
I looked at my clock it said 4:42 pm. I don't know what to do. This is my first Friday afternoon without V since we were 7 years old. We usually would just hang out in my room and listen to music or talk. But sometimes we would go to the mall or the skating rink. I really don't remember spending a Friday with out her. We've never spent more than a month apart. Once when she went to Tennessee to see family for a month. And one time when each of us got grounded in summer for leaving the neighborhood and going to the movies. We were grounded a total of 3 weeks one for every hour we were gone. But now I see why they were worried.
I looked at her birthday present. V loved a party specially one with cake. I just want to talk to her again. Thank her for being the influence I needed. For showing me to live life.
I walk down stairs and try eating some left over spaghetti but I end up just pushing around my pasta. I'm hungry but have no appetite. I go back upstairs and lay on bed that is all I feel like doing. I think I'm starting to accept it she is gone and I am alone.