JEREK FOREVER<3

Chapter 90

Justin's POV:

Jacklyn , my mom , and I have been sitting in Derek's room now for a few hours getting more worried and curious as they cleaned his wounds and gave him more oxygen. More and more thoughts roamed around my head as Derek was lying in the hospital bed not moving , talking , anything.

" He should wake up any minute now , we increased the oxygen level. " The doctor walked out then Kenny walked in

" What are you today Kenny? " He chuckled

" An EMT just got back from an emergency " We all looked at him confused

" You're the most confusing person I have ever met " Jacklyn said sternly

" Thanks I know haha so what's up with you and Derek? " Kenny asked looking at me as I walked over and sat by Derek's bedside holding his hand

" I don't know honestly , but I know that the babyboy I know wouldn't do this on purpose or for just no reason. " I gripped Derek's hand tighter

Derek's POV:

I felt Justin grip my hand tighter as he was talking. Why couldn't I just tell him what was going on from the begining? He's right though , the babyboy he know wouldn't do this on purpose or for just no reason...

" I'll tell you why I did it " I said in a raspy voice turning my head to him in pain

" Tell me Derek please , why'd you do this? tell me the truth I deserve and need to know " I opened my eyes directly to Justin's

" Adam Lambert , he said that if I didn't cheat on you and break your heart , he would kill you so neither he or I could have you. I did it so I could have you , I know I know , I should've told you from the begining but , you would've been terrified and if you are scared or anything it upsets me " Justin leaned closer to me

" I understand baby , why didn't you tell me I would've understood just fine and we could've done something about it " I sighed

" Because when I would be away from Jason and with you I would have to text Adam and tell him I was going back home to you and he would listen to our conversations " Jacklyn looked at me

" Well tell us is why you have a stabbing wound on your stomach " Justin looked at me

" He heard our arguement and me begging for you back and all those other times you've came over and stuff do earlier today he found the house and just stabbed me in my stomach then pushed me down , that's when I hit my head and knocked out " Explaining everything brought me to tears still reminding me what I've done

" Don't cry baby I understand , I probably would've done the same thing if it were the other way around. " Justin leaned in brushing our lips together then molding his against mine

" I love you , I'm so sorry " I wrapped one arm around Justin tightly

" Don't be sorry but we have to tell about this babe , does he have all of the recordings? " I nodded

" My phone still has the messages from him , I've not deleted any of them. You can read them if you want I don't care " Jacklyn walked over and started to read the messages

Jacklyn's POV:

That's the first time I've ever heard Derek say the truth. Half of them are lies but to people he hates or dislikes. When he said we could read the messages I went over and started to read them , then couldn't believe what I was reading right before my eyes.

Derek: I'm going back to Justin now

Adam: And what are you going to tell him if he asks where you were?

Derek: The studio working on some music and lost track of time

Adam: Good if I hear that you tell him anything about this , he's dead understood? If I can't have him you can't either and I'll make sure about that

Derek: Yes understood

Adam: Great also if he finds out and I hear you'll suffer severe consequences and I mean it. You'll regret telling him

Derek: What would you do?

Adam: That's for me to know and for you to find out , if you dare to tell him

Derek: I won't

" These messages are intense , what the fuck was and is he thinking? " Justin got up and started to read the messages then looked over at Derek

" This fucking douchebag " I coughed then held my stomach

" Yeah he is , baby come here " Justin walked over and sat back down

" Yes babe? " He smiled looking at me deeply

" Come back home with the kids? I miss all of you " Justin kissed me soft and passionately

" Of course I'll come home and I'm sorry for doing all of this. If I thought about all of this earlier , we wouldn't be in this mess at all " I kissed Justin back then smiled

" I'm glad you both have made up , but the big question is , are things back to normal? " We both looked at eachother

" Yes they are " Justin kissed me again then gazed into my eyes

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1. Should Justin and Derek adopt kids again? if so what gender?

2. Should they move to a different country to start over? if so where to?

3. Should they re-new their wedding vows?

4. Should Adam be taken to court? And should the boys show up?

5. What should the boys do on their first night back home together?