Broken interior/
Shelled exterior/
Falling tears/
Heart filled of nothing but spears/
Dreamy thoughts/
"This shit didn't really happen" comes out as a cough/
Friends aren't friends at the moment/
They ask what's wrong because I act different/
"Nothing" but it shows on my face/
Told that everything will be okay but I still have a enclosed space/
Wondering how long this will last/
All of a sudden everything goes black/
Waking up with one person on the side of me she tells me i passed/
Out for ten minutes but it should've been forever/
Instead I'm stuck in this trance that tells my mind that I've just fell/
As I fall I asked myself why weren't you easy to get over/
Hey remember when you used to babysit me and my brother/
Or what about the time you told me we would go to Chuck E. Cheese if I got myself together/
And every Thanksgiving was precious/
Now it's like an empty space and I have to accept it/
I finally fell to the ground/
Looked around feelin' like I'm bein' tricked by a clown/
Bars square the perimeter and the roof just slammed/
The person screams "no let me out" as we both heard a maniacal laugh and the perimeter started caving in we started backing down/
When it stopped with visions of you in my life I told myself/
I will damn myself to hell/
Before I live iN A CAGED CELL
-shade12L
