Sk8er Girl (A Avril Lavigne Fan Fic.)

Chapter 3 - Anything But Ordinary

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Avril pov.

I woke up in the morning "I'm glad your awake" I heard I look at the side and it was Matthew "oww hey" I said not really in a mood "could...could you wash your face first?" he ask then I gave him a questioning look "cause you have dry tears all over your face" he said I just stared at him "get out of here" I said trowing him a pillow on his face "ugh fine just if you need anything I'll be in my room" he said standing up and went to the door "and mom and dad aren't Home okay they went shopping with Michelle" he said I just lay there not looking at him or anything. he started to walk out and close the door behind him once he close the door I lay back on my bed "ugh" I couldn't do anything more stupider than ever do I? I mean I dated a guy who I though he was the one for me but in the end I was wrong really really fucking wrong. I wish I could go back to the past and make every thing right.

I promised I will never ever love again. If that's gonna happen I don't know what my life would be.

I went to my mirror and just stared at it "Sometimes I get so weird

I even freak myself out

I laugh myself to sleep

It's my lullaby

Sometimes I drive so fast

Just to feel the danger

I wanna scream

It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines

Would make my life so boring

I want to know that I

Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet

Come on now give it to me

Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences

Use no common sense

If you look you will see

that this world is a beautiful

accident turbulent suculent

opulent permanent, no way

I wanna taste it

Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird

I even freak myself out

I laugh my self to sleep

It's my lullaby

Is it enough?