Why did this have to happen
Why does it always have to be me
Haven't I had enough
I was careful
I did everything right
I had a few slip ups but I recovered
Why did the physician say anything
Why would he fucking imply that the fucking idiot
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't fucking know what the fuck to fucking do
I'm lost
I'm stuck
I'm trapped
I'm cornered
Like a fucking animal
I'm not an animal that you can trap
I'm your fucking son
Treat me like it
It's too late for your apologies
It's 10 years too late, to be exact
But who's counting anyways
You were a controlling asshole to my mother
She left you cause you restricted her
With your old fashioned and narrow mind
It's your fault she left you
You got depressed about it for 3 years
Congrats
Want a prize?
You deserved it
You deserved every little bad thing that happened to you
You had 10 years to pay attention to us
To your sons
You wanted us in your life
And you act as if you don't want us anymore
As if we're a burden
Guess what
You're the only burden in this family
You destroyed my mother
You destroyed my brother
You destroyed me
You only bring destruction
You're like Midas but everything you touch turns to dust
You've hit my brother
You've attacked him
You scarred both of us
You scared both of us
You touched our hearts
Our souls
Our minds
With your cursed, dust-filled hands
You made me crave death for the first time
You made me want to cut open my wrists
How fucking dare you
You ruined me
You don't get to apologize
Your excuses are meaningless to me
Your tears are meaningless to me
Your guilt is meaningless to me
10 years
10 fucking years
My mother has the time to spend with me and my brother
Then again, to you, she doesn't exist right
You'd rather not interact with her as you've said to my face
You're disgusting
You're a pig
You deserve suffering worse than the kind you gave me
You only decided to care now
10 years later
After my mother made the best decision in her life
She left you
And it's my turn
You're killing me slowly
You don't even realize it
You never cared
You only cared about money
You only cared about work
You never cared about your offspring
So why should I care about you
Tell me
Give me one good reason
You can't say it's cause you're my father
No
I don't consider you to be my father
You've been dead to me long enough
To me, you're a rotting corpse
Flea-ridden
Disgusting
Maggot-filled
Rotting away into nothingness
But you never disappear
You never rot away
Your corpse haunts me
It's chained to me forever
And because of that I can't do anything
I can't do anything
I'm fucked
Because of you
You fucked my life up
My life is ruined
Because of you
You disgusting pig
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Poem Collections
PoetryJust a bunch of poems I wrote for my writers craft course. I might add more but who knows.
