Lauren Jauregui Imagines - You and Lauren

Shattered Glass and Hearts💔

Y/N POV

As of lately, Lauren hasn't been paying any attention to me. 

As of lately, Lauren would come home drunk, this has been going on for 2 months. She wouldn't say a thing to me when she comes home every night. She would just stumble into our room and slam the door without even looking at me and stay there all day. And every night, I would stay up and wait for her until she comes back home, hoping that everything would go back to normal.  

Well, that hasn't happened yet. All of my friends and family told me to just leave her, but I can't do that. Maybe she's hurting, or maybe she has a reason to why this is happening. I know Lauren, she's the kindest person ever, but right now she's not herself and I have to be there for her.

I was waiting for her to come home like I always do. I heard the doorknob turn and heels clicking against the wooden floor. I turned around to see Lauren stumbling inside. She looked tired and she had bags under her eyes.

"Lauren?" I asked walking up to her. She looked surprised that I was talking to her because we haven't spoken to eachother for 2 months straight.

"Leave me the fuck alone you fat, ugly slut." Her jaw was clenched and she was looking at me with anger in her eyes, as if I'm the reason why she's doing all of this.

"W-what?" I said barely above a whisper with tears threatening to spill from my eyes. Lauren always knew that I was very insecure about my weight and the way I look. She promised that she'd never hurt me, but she just broke that promise. She walked past me as I stood there trying to process what was happening. 

I heard some shuffling in the kitchen and walked inside. I saw my girlfriend standing by the kitchen island chugging whiskey straight out of the bottle. 

"Lauren why are you doing this?" I couldn't help the tears that were falling from my eyes and the sobs that were escaping from my lips. 

She glared at me and continued chugging the beverage while ignoring my question. "D-did I do a-anything w-wrong?" I asked getting closer to her.

"I-I'm s-sorry I-if I did any- "SHUT THE FUCK UP." I flinched at her harsh tone. She looked up at me and threw the whiskey bottle on the floor, breathing heavily. The bottle shattered into pieces all over the kitchen floor. 

Suddenly, I felt a stinging pain on both of my legs and feet. I fell to the floor and looked down, noticing huge pieces of shattered glass through my feet and legs. Due to the remaining alcohol on the pieces of glass, the wounds started to swell really quickly. I let more tears stream down my face as blood was rushing down my legs and onto the floor.

I looked up and saw Lauren on the floor with tears on her face. "B-baby?" She whispered, I noticed that she was sober now. She tried to get closer to me but I just backed up into the wall. "P-please d-don't h-hurt me." I let out a shakey breath, pulling both of my knees together and hiding my face in them. I felt arms wrap around me and a kiss being placed on the side of my head. "I-I won't h-hurt you anymore." 

I looked up  and saw Lauren looking down at me with fear in her eyes. "Lolo?" I asked surprised that she's even looking at me. She nodded her head and put a strand of hair behind my ear. I quickly wrapped my arms around her neck. She pulled me into her lap, holding me tightly and whispering  "I'm sorry" over and over again. She looked at my legs and carried me into our shared bedroom. "Lets get you cleaned up." She slowly pulled the glass out with some tweezers. I cried and winced in pain. She took my hand in hers and kissed it softly.

"This is going to burn a little bit, okay?" She popped open a bottle of rubbing alcohol and poured some on a cloth. She softly dabbed it on the wounds as my knuckles turned white from holding on to the bedsheets too tightly. After she was done cleaning up the wounds, she wrapped some cloth around my feet and legs. She looked up at me and kissed my head.

"I'm so fucking sorry baby girl, all of the hate was getting to my head and I just couldn't take it anymore. I hated not being able to hold you every night, not being able to kiss you or touch you." She stopped to wipe the tears that were falling from my eyes. "But right now, all I hate is myself. I hurt you. I hurt my baby. I promised to never hurt you but I did. I don't deserve you. You should just slap me and leave me, or maybe y-mmmm." 

She was cut off by her own moaning. I placed my lips on hers in a slow and passionate kiss. I swiped my tongue against her bottom lip, asking for access which she gladly granted. It felt like we were kissing for the first time. I missed the feeling of her lips on mine, the feeling of her hands all over my body. She slightly tilted her head to get a better angle. I felt her push me back onto the bed slowly. I moaned at the feeling of her hand on my body. She started to lift my shirt up, I didn't really pay attention until I remembered the words that she said earlier. I quickly pulled away and moved to the other side of the bed.

"Y/N? W-what's wrong?"

"I just don't feel comfortable taking my shirt off." I said with my head down, fumbling with my fingers. "Why love? You're beautiful. And besides, I always see you shirtless. Is it because we haven't done this in a long time?" She asked getting closer to me. "N-no, I'm...on my period yes, that's the reason."

"Y/N/N you're really bad at lying. What does taking your shirt off have to do with your period? Now will you please tell me what's wrong?" I shook my head and looked away. "Please? I love you." My heart skipped a beat when she said that. I sighed deeply and looked up at her. "Well, when you first walked in, you called me a fat, ugly slut. I don't expect you to remember anything y'know because you were drunk and all. But it's okay, I forgive you." I gave a her a small smile and kissed her cheek. "I-I said th-that?" She asked with tears threatening to spill from her eyes. "Baby, no don't cry. It's okay I forgive you. We can just pretend like it never happened. Now come on, make love to me." I leaned in and quickly connected our lips.

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Lauren got off of my sweaty body, breathing heavily. She looked over at me and pulled me closer to her. "Baby girl, I didn't mean what I said. I was just very...confused about everything. You're beautiful. I love everything about you. You're my perfect little princess and I love you. I'm so sorry baby. I promise, not a single day will go by without me reminding you that you're beautiful." She kissed my nose and cuddled up to me.

Lauren kept her promise. Not a single day went by without her telling me "you're beautiful" a million times.

A/N: Y'ALL!!!!!!! 7K?!?!?! THAT IS INSAAASSSSAAAAAANNNNNEEEE. THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE SUPPORT 💚🖤💛💜❤️💙 I hope you guys liked that, it gave me all da feels 😓MAKE SURE TO VOTE AND YOURE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU ❤️💛💚💙💜 part 3 of the One For Me will come out soon, I promise, I'm just adding the finishing touches. I LUH U💕