catch a dream ; setosolace

day eighteen

blue eyes
you didn't answer any of my messages
yesterday and i'm starting to worry
about you
please respond
hello?
seto?

how do you know my name
i've never formally told you it

blue eyes
well the i overhear you talking to the
barista and you say your name so

you couldn't overhear because:
a) i whisper when i speak
b) the barista didn't announce it because
i always stood at the counter
c) you're sitting at the corner of the cafe

blue eyes
...

i know you looked at my stuff when i
fell asleep

blue eyes
look, i didn't do that
you were just dreaming or something
weird dreams happen all the time

are we really going to argue about this?
i know it happened
i even have proof

blue eyes
really?
what proof?

you don't need to know
i'm done with you
you invade my privacy and you lie to me
don't ever come over
bye, blue eyes

blue eyes
wait please let me explain
hello?
seto?

i don't believe in us

blue eyes
then why don't you believe in me?

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to the boy with blue eyes,

we had our first argument today. i don't feel happy anymore. you lied to me and you invaded my privacy while i was asleep. that bothers me.

you probably saw a lot of things you weren't suppose to see. you probably saw my cabinets full of medications, ripped family photos, bloody razor blades, crumpled tissues, and just shattered dreams. i should have stayed away, yet my mind keeps thinking about you.

i hate you, i hate you so much.

fuck you,
- seto