Thoughts to Poetry

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cHere on my favorite spot on the house.

on the darkness that I love.

on the cold floor that I feel.

on the dirty surrounding that I fear.

but I'm happy.

I am me.

I can cry.

I can cut.

I can feel.

I can be me.

that's why I'm here.

but I, thinking about those days.

thinking about you.

where I can hold you.

I can hug you.

I can feel you.

I can kiss you.

I can???

can I?????

or its just my mind messing with me.

I don't know whats the reality.

I'm hallucinating again.

where I can be on your side.

please save me.

please be my remedy.

please be my medicine.

please be my saviour.

please. I'm begging.

begging for your love.

begging for you.

begging for my life.

begging....

cuz I can't live without you, my love.

I can't.

I wanna have a dream where I can be happy.

I want a dream, a dream where I can never be awake.

I wanna live in that dream.

I want to die.

Sincerely Yours,
-ColdWeeknd