Thoughts to Poetry

Suicide.

The worst suicide ever.

killing your self but not an instant kill.

killing your self slowly.

killing your mind by complicating the easy problems.

killing your body by not eating regularly.

killing your soul by not believing him.

killing yourself slowly and painfully.

the worst suicide ever right??

it can't be stopped.

it can't be gone.

it can't be forgotten.

it can't be.

because I'm writing every depressive days I'm in.

I'm confessing what I feel.

I'm telling all of you that I need someone.

I'm telling but not directly.

I'm writing this to lighten what I feel.

I'm writing this to kill my self.

I'm writing this for you to remember me.

I'm writing this cuz I care.

even if you don't care I care.

even if you don't feel I feel.

even if you don't see I see.

even if you don't tell I tell.

even if you don't hear I hear.

cuz you don't feel, hear, see, care about me.

that's why I do. and now I'm on the last stage of my life and you still don't care.

and now my end is near.

Sincerely yours,
-ColdWeeknd