The Past (on hold)

Chapter 13

*ALEKSANDRA'S P.O.V.*

*August 5th (Thursday), 7am.*

I was currently at the airport with my mum. My brothers had left home but mum had promised to bring me here.

On Tuesday we went to see my grandparents and they were really pleased to see me. And on Wednesday I went to grab a coffee with my other friends. It was nice to see them again.

When I had to say goodbyes to my mum, she started crying.

"Mum please, don't cry. I'll be back soon" I said and hugged her tighter.

"I know but I'll just miss you so so much. You're still my baby girl" she said while drying her eyes.

"Mum, I'm 19 already. I can take care of myself."

"I know. Just don't do anything stupid, okay?"

"I promise" I said and hugger her for the last time, before walking through the security and then to the plane.

It was nice to know that I'll be back in the UK in just a few hours.

*Coming home from the airport*

I got out of the gab in front of my apartment. I grabbed my luggage and walked in. I took a lift to the top foor and walked inside my apartment. It was 10.30 pm. now because of the 2 hour time difference between Finland and England.

I set my luggage next to the door, took off my jacket and threw myself on my bed and fell asleep almost immediately.

I woke up about an hour later feeling a lot better. I looked around and decided to unpack my luggage and after that I looked at the huge pile of laundry and chucked them into the washing machine.

While waiting for the washing machine to stop I hoovered and mopped the floors. Then I heard the washing machine to beep and I went to put the clothes into the dryer.

While waiting for the dryer, I dusted all the places and when the dryer beeped I folded my clothes and put then to my wardrobe.

By the time I had done all that, it was already 3 pm. and I noticed I hadn't eaten anything all day. I went to the fridge but there was nothing there, since I had threw almost everything out before leaving to Finland. I decided to just order take away. I ordered Chinese and it turned out to be really good.

After I had eaten I texted to Niall to see what he was up to.

*Hello Niall! What are you up to? Al xx* I sent the text and waited for him to reply. Soon my phone buzzed.

*Hey Al! Are you back? And the lads came over like an hour ago so I'll probably hang out with them. Wanna come down here to hang out with us or do you have plans? Ni xx* Niall said.

*Yeah I came home about 5 hours ago. And if it's okay for you guys, it'd be lovely to see you!* I said.

*Of course it's okay! Just come down here. The lads wanna see you too!*

*Okay! I'll be there in about 20 minutes!* I said and got up from the armchair I had been sitting on. I went to the bathroom to brush my hair to a high ponytail and then I made my make up look not-so-messy since I had fallen asleep with my make up on.

About 10 minutes later was ready and I decided to quickly do the dishes since there wasn't a lot of them.

10 minutes later I was walking down the steps from my apartment to Niall's. I stopped in front of the door, took a deep breath and rang the doorbell.

Not ten seconds later the door opened and I was pulled into a tight hug. It took me completely off guard but I quickly recovered and hugged back. I hadn't seen who it was but by the way he had crashed through the door I assumed it was Louis. He was such a child sometimes.

My suspicions were proved right when I heard a voice from behind him.

"Let her breathe Lou. Besides I want to hug her too" I heard Harry laugh with the others. Louis let go of me.

"Hey Aleksandra!" he said and smiled innocently.

"Hello to you too!" I said and laughed.

"Now come and give me a hug too" Harry said, pushed Louis gently aside and wrapped his arms around me. I hugged him back.

"My turn now!" Liam said, pushed Harry aside and gave me a big hug.

"Oh gosh guys, you sound like 5 years old little kids" Zayn said and rolled his eyes. We all laughed. Liam moved and Zayn came to give me a hug too.

"It's nice to see you again" he said and the others agreed.

"Okay guys I want to hug her too" I heard Niall say behind me. I let go of Zayn.

"Come here and hug me then" I said playfully and opened my arms for him. He walked closer and embraced me in to a tight hug.

"AWWW!" the other boys cooed in the background and I could feel myself blushing. We let go of each other.

"Let's go to sit down, shall we?" Niall said.

"Yeah sure" I said and we all walked to the living room. Harry, Liam and Zayn sat to the other sofa while Louis pulled me to sit between him and Niall.

"So, how are you? How was your trip to home? Good? Bad? How's your friend?" Harry bombed me with questions.

"Calm down mate! Let her answer before you ask any more questions" Niall said.

"Sorry" Harry said and smiled apologetically.

"It's fine. And well my friend was in pretty bad shape when I got there so I took her to the hospital and then I took care of her for like a week and a half. Then her cousin came there so I left to visit my family. It was nice to see my brothers and mum again" I said and smiled a bit. Oh shit! I only now realized that I mentioned my mum only.

"You said brothers and mum? You didn't see your dad?" Louis asked.

"He was travelling because of work so I didn't get to see him" I said and shrugged.

"Okay" Niall said.

We continued talking about music and what ahd happened on their concerts they had while I was in Finland. Around 7 pm. I had to leave. I had promised to Skype with mum today. She wanted to be sure my flight had been good and that everything was fine. She's such a worrier.

I hugged all the boys and then left. I walked up the stairs to my own apartment and went in.

I Skyped with mum for about an hour before I went to take a shower. I also ate a little and then decided to read a bit before going to sleep.

It was always a risk for me to go to sleep before I was completely utterly exhausted cause if I didn't fall to a deep sleep immediately there was about 90% chance I'd see nightmares about what my dad had done to me or all the dreams that couldn't be happening because of him.

I was a bit more tired now and I'd fall asleep if I went to bed but I wasn't tired enough to be sure to avoid the nightmares. I started reading and read for a moment before I put the book aside and went to sleep. I was aware that I wasn't tired enough yet but I didn't think much about it in the moment. I fell asleep around 10 pm.

*A/N*

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