The Past (on hold)

Chapter 6

Warning: This chapter contains raping.

At the second I was inside I shut the door and ran to my computer, turning it on. I tapped the floor with my foot impatiently. The computer opened and I immediatly sat on my bed and opened Skype. As I had guessed Amalia was already online and I immediately called her. She answered right at the moment I had called her.

"Amalia! What the heck has happened to your face?! Tell me what happened. I can see it's something really bad" I said when I saw her face through the webcamera. Half of her face was swollen, she had a black eye and there were two cuts on her face. The other was across her left cheek and the other right above her right eye. She had been crying for God knows how long.

"I-I was in the grocery shop today a-and.. when I was walking back home, I took the shortcut I always used and.. there was a guy... who tackled me to the ground and..." she was crying and I felt so bad cause I couldn't be there to give her a hug or anything.

In my head I was thinking about the most horrible thing that might have happened to her. I really hope I was wrong. I didn't want her to experience the same as I had experienced two years ago with my dad (oh what a suprise that it had been him...).

"..and h-he did the s-same to m-me.. the same w-what happened to y-you.. two y-years ago..." she trailed off in the end. My worst fear had become true.

"NO!" I shouted. Tears running down my face. She shouldn't have experienced the same as I did. It just couldn't be true. But apparently it was.

*Flashback*

It was Saturday. August 2011. I had just came home last night from my trip to London to meet One Direction. My mum and little brothers weren't home that night. My brothers were staying over at our neighbour's and my mum was staying ovet at her friend's house. I knew this was gonna be a long night cause it was just me and my dad home, but I didn't guess how bad the night could turn out to be. I was in my room talking to my friends on Facebook. Suddenly my dad came to the door and told me to shut down the computer. I knew that now it was gonna start.

He soon came into my room and pinned me against the nearest wall. This was still pretty "normal", he did it all the time, but when he roughly kissed me on the mouth, I knew this was gonna be far from "normal". I was trying to fight agains him when he ripped my shirt off, but he didn't like that and pulled a knife out of his pocket. He threatened to kill me if I wouldn't do what he said or if I'd try to fight against. He also made a cut to my leg as to underline his words and that he wasn't kidding. 

I was completely shocked and I didn't know what to do.

He roughly kissed my neck, sucking and surely leaving marks. Then he ripped the rest of my clothes off.

I was standing there only in my bra and panties. My dad peeled his own clothes off, only remaining in his boxers. I was scared as hell. My dad unclasped my bra and threw me onto the bed.

He climbed on top of me and I was so scared that I couldn't even move. He started to massage my breasts very roughly. I was crying. Telling him to stop, but he didn't. Like he hadn't done any other time before when he abused me, but he hadn't done this to me before.

He sucked my breasts and started moving his lips downwards on my body. He rubbed my most sensitive spot through my panties. He then removed mine and his underwear and threw them aside. He positioned himself inbetween my legs. He was so strong that even when I tried to fight against, he just pinned me by my arms to the mattress and I was powerless against him.

He pushed his length into me all at once without warning. I was still a virgin so it hurt like hell. I was crying and shouting in pain and telling him to stop but he just fastened his pace. The feeling like being ripped into two pieces was horrible. It was unbearable. He squeezed my hips with so much power that I knew there would be bruises tomorrow. He fastened his pace and thrusted in deeper and harder. The pain grew bigger all the time and I felt like I was gonna pass out any second.