Angst Imagines(Hiatus)

No Matter What Pt. 6(M.T Angst)•{Got7}

(a/n: I am so sorry for the delay!! I had issues and issues, one right after the other....Well, I hope you enjoy this. Thank you for reading. Love you all!!!!)

Maybe it is better to let go...but what if letting go means erasing him... And erasing him means erasing the memories. Guess things happen for a reason right?

I do not know what to think right now. I do not know how I feel right now. I do not know what to do right now. Do I even know anything?

She stood there behind him as jealousy grew within me, but then the jealousy that filled my body was no longer there. Due to the sudden realization, my heart ached more and more. She is the one he wanted. She is the one he needed. She is the one he cares for...

I stood there like an idiot thinking that maybe if I just stand here in front of him as he talks, he will eventually wrap his arms around me... just like he did before. I did not know what to do... When do I ever? As she spoke, he turned around. The frown that was on his face suddenly grew into a smile. It was like watching a war end as the flowers bloomed. She was now his reason to smile...

Mark walked up to her as he....as he wrapped his arms around her. She looked at me in disgust, but then an evil smirk appeared. I have never felt so much pain before in my life. But hey, there is a first for everything right?

"Mark, are you okay? Why do you look like this?" Courtney spoke as she held his face.

"It's nothing. I am just dealing with a lot right now." He is dealing with a lot?

"Dealing with what?" Does she really have any right know?

"Just some personal things." Mark glanced at me as Courtney looked up at me.

"What the hell did you do?" She glared at me.

"N-nothing... I-i was ju-"

"Save it. If you're the reason why he is like this, I will end you." I told you he did not care... If he did then he would have said something.

"Courtney, I'll finish things here and be in soon okay?" He said as he held her hands. She looked at him and slightly smiled and nodded. She walked further away and into class. I was done with everything already. I turned around and started walking away.

"Where are you going? We're not finished." He grabbed my wrist with such a tight grip to a point where it was hurting.

"We are. I am. We are done here so, you can go back in." I tried to break away from his grip, but failed.

"NO! Stop being stubborn and just listen. You never listened before, so listen now." You may think tears were trickling down his cheeks, but no. Mine fell down hoping to land on something soft, but they got the hard pavement.

"Listen? Never listened before?" I was ready to shout.

"Yeah, you never did." I am tired of this. I am sick of this. I just want it to end. Why is he not noticing that?

"You're right Mark, I never listened. I never listened to you when you needed someone to talk to about your family problems. I never listened to you when you decided that dropping out of school was an option in life. I never listened to you when you wanted to become someone well-known. I never listened when you talked about your feelings for Courtney, even when we aren't friends. So, once a gain Mark, you ARE RIGHT! I never listened, but you know what? You don't have to worry about that because I am done. I am done with you!" I turned around and walked. It felt like I had no more words to say, but there were a whole bunch more.