Angst Imagines(Hiatus)

You're Nothing Pt. 2(H.S Angst)•{Wanna One}

It sucks trying to find an answer to something when the person with the answer is nowhere to be found...

Mornings were never the same since my mom had left. Before, I would always smell warm scent of coffee, but now I only smell the cold and ungrateful stench of alcohol. Walking downstairs to meet my father passed out on the couch. Another day, but nothing has changed. I stood by the door checking to see if I have everything I needed to complete today and I did.

I walked out the door and headed to the bus stop down the street from my house. The came and as I entered the bus, I could not help, but think about what my father had said last night. Was I really the reason why she left? No. Do not think like that Y/n. It was all between them. I kept telling myself that. I honestly never knew why she decided to leave so unexpectedly. She left nothing. Not even a piece of paper saying where she will be at or how to get ahold of her. Yes, she did have a cellphone, but she smashed it up and threw it in the trash.

My stop came and I got off. Taking small steps along the paved sidewalk leading to the campus, I just couldn't bring myself to throw that thought away or at least to the back of my mind. All these years, from elementary to college...I have always told myself that I was never at fault. All these years, my dad has said the exact same thing to me, but I just ignored it. Here I am, second year in college and I just thought to think deeper as to why my mom left. My mom never sh-

"Hey, you set for tod-" I heard a voice speak. I glanced up and realized that I had bumped into Sungwoon.

"Are you okay? Here" He said as he handed me a tissue. I looked at him confused. Then, I felt my cheeks which were damp. I was crying?

"Thank you...I am sorry..." I took the tissue and wiped my face. I heard a small chuckle coming from Sungwoon.

"Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong, right?" I shook my head. He smiled and ruffled my hair. I smiled at him.

We apparently had each other for General Calculus. I did not know that. It is already the end of the year and I am just finding this out now...We both sit in our usual seats, rows away from each other as our professor walked in. He began his lesson.

Hours passed by along with classes of long hours. Sociology class starts in a fifteen minutes, which is the class Sungwoon and I are partnered up for the presentation. As I walked to class, I opened my bag and checked if I had everything. I know I checked this morning, but there is nothing wrong with double checking. I decided to listen to what Sungwoon said and got extra clothes. I am wearing comfortable clothes right now, but it was pretty hot today and my drink had spilt on my shirt. It is not a big stain, but it was there.

I walked into class and sat down in my seat as I waited for the professor to walk in. The door opened and I glanced up thinking that it was the professor, but it was just Sungwoon. He scanned the room and as we made eye contact, he started walking towards me.

"Hey Y/n." Sungwoon smiled as he sat down in the seat next to me.

"H-hi..." I gave him a small smile and he chuckled?

"You set for after school?" He asked along with a bright smile.

"Yeah." What else was I supposed to say? Agh, why do I feel so nervous?

Sungwoon smiled and took out his notebook as well as a pen to write with. Our professor walked and took attendance, afterwards he started his lesson. After his lesson, he just reminded use about out final exams as well as the deadline for our end of the year presentations. Professor ended his lesson early so he dismissed us. I neatly placed all my belongings into my bag and stood up. I looked around, but did not see Sungwoon. I walked to the exit of the classroom and saw him leaning against the wall in front of the door.