Imagine you and Jungkook as best friends...
Jungkook and I have been best friends since middle school. I have always admired his personality. Jungkook is the type of person to always put others before himself, but he when knows he needs to put himself first, he will do so. Jungkook enjoyed having me around and I enjoyed having him around as well. The both of us would go to the park, movies, stores, ice cream shops, concerts. We always had fun no matter what. Some people would ask us if we were a coupe. Jungkook would always laugh and say no. I, on the other hand, had created strong feelings for him and wanted it to be a yes. I would always hide my feelings from him...well my true feelings for him. I would make sure that I wasn't too clingy and obvious. I would also make sure that I wouldn't blush every time I am around him.
I know that if I did blush I would blow everything. He wouldn't want to talk to me. He wouldn't want to be my friend, hell, he may not even want to be around me. This is all that I fear. Losing him...but lately things just haven't been the same. Jungkook has been very distant, more than usual. I've tried asking what's wrong, but when I do I won't get a response...nothing. Sometimes he would always dodge the question by saying he is busy or he needed to be somewhere. I decided to let it go for bit, but then a week passed, and then three weeks had passed with no word from Jungkook. Of course, I would text him and try calling him, but nothing. I probably texted him a couple of times out of the two weeks. I was over being worried. I was terrified of what might've happened.
The next day, I walked into an ice cream shop to get Jungkook's favorite ice cream, cookies'n'cream (A/N: Not sure if that's really his favorite ice cream.) and then go to his place to share it with him. As I waited for the ice cream, I called Jungkook to tell him that I was coming over, but all I got was his voicemail, so I decided to leave a message. After I had paid for the ice cream I walked to his apartment building. I reached building and went up the elevator to the fifth floor. Apartment 202, 203, 204, 205, 206, 207....208!
I rang the doorbell and waited for him to answer. After a minute or so, sounds of the door being unlocked could be heard. A smile slowly formed on my face only to be washed away by a girl standing at the door wearing nothing, but a big shirt. The unknown girl looked at me up and down with disgust.
"Uh, who are you?" the girl asked as her high pitch voice escaped her mouth, twirling her hair with her index finger.
"I'm Jungkook's best friend, Y/n." I said.
"Oh...you're the girl he complains about. The one that's very ugly looking and won't leave him alone, right? Oh yeah, it's because you're obsessed with him, right?" She said in that high pitched voice.
"Obsessed?" Jungkook would never say that. He cares for me and I cared for him. Jungkook isn't that type of person.
"Yeah, he told me how you would always follow him around." The girl laughed in your face.
"Babe what's taking you so long?" Jungkook's body appeared in the door frame as he wrapped his arms around the girl's waist, but then removed them as he looked at me.
"Y/n, what are you doing here?" He questioned as he rubbed the back of his neck.
"I left you a voicemail saying I was coming over, but it seems that I came at a bad time." I said, but I am sure they couldn't hear.
"Oh, sorry my phone must've been turned off. What did you need?" Jungkook asked. I feel like I can't see my best friend without having a reason.
"Never mind...haha! Here, you must be busy so I'm going to go." I said as I gave him the ice cream and headed for the elevator.
So many emotions started to flood my body. I felt angry. I felt jealous, but I mostly felt...hurt. I am mad because he has been ignoring me for two whole weeks. I have no idea why I felt jealous, but I just felt it. I can't be jealous...I mean I am not with him. And hurt...I am hurt at the fact that he would say those things about me. I don't want to believe it, but his actions lately are making me believe it. Why? Why would he say those things? Have I been clingy? No, because I would always make sure I don't do anything to ruin our friendship.
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Angst Imagines(Hiatus)
FanficFor those who love angst like me. • All imagines are mine/ inspired by someone.