Let's Be Nothing (I Heard it Lasts Forever) // niley

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Nick

It felt like holding a pee. I was sweating and tapping my foot impatiently against the floor, the whole class felt like it knows I'm holding something. I couldn't concentrate, I was counting down the seconds until I can let this out.

It was our last class; Miley was a few seats away from me not having any idea what I just heard about her. I glanced to check the time on the clock and it led my eyes to meet with Logan who happened to be in the same class, sitting behind me. At first it was just noticing he was here, and then I noticed his lustful gaze, and then I followed that gaze to find Miley.

"Are you fucking serious?" I barked and it made him jump and pull out the pencil he was biting on out of his mouth. He seemed embarrassed that I caught him, he smiled sheepishly. "Sorry dude," He muttered.

"Will you stop that?" I asked.

He didn't respond and like a dumb dog his eyes trailed back to the piece of meat it had it eyes on with a look of hunger across his face. "Logan!" I hissed.

"Yeah?! Oh shit," He said, snapping himself out of his daze "Dude, oh my God...I didn't mean to stare, okay?"

"Then stop doing it,"

"Look, I know but she's just...will you just look at her?--Wait, no, crap...okay can I say something else please? Just to get it out of my system?"

"What?!"

Nick you idiot. If you don't hear him out he'll just tell someone else. "Jeez, fine what is it?"

Logan licked his lips before speaking, his eyes glanced back and forth to Miley and me "Okay now that I'm looking at her doing nothing after I know what I know, I'm sure--no I'm convinced she's great at sex. Like, her hands, her mouth, she's just a pro at it. I know we never went to 3rd base but I bet she's really good at sucking d--"

"Yeah I get it!" I snapped, interrupting it. My face feels hot, Logan looked at me blankly "Dude, seriously if I were you I would risk that friendship." He said.

"Too far, man." I pointed out impatiently. Someone's gotta tell him that he crossed a line, and no one will do it but me because I'm the only one he's speaking to about this. Logan shrunk like a snail and looked at me with the utmost sincere apology "Sorry...man."

I sucked in a deep breath before turned away. When my back was turned to him I finally managed to say "It's OK."

He didn't say much after that and I didn't bother to check if he was still sneaking glances at Miley. I was to busy looking at her myself and confirming his words. She was just sitting there; but when you think about how well she kisses, how soft she is at the touch and how she melts and how she flirts and teases with just her lips and her eyes, how she talks in muted tones between the sheets and how well her fingertips know how to tease, where to trace, what to trace.

Looking at her so peaceful and quiet and well contained and remembering what she's like behind close doors was mind blowing. To describe it is like a mind porn; it arouses your head. And it should do that to every guy, because every guy wants a good girl who's only bad to them, and you dont get those kinds very often. To Logan, knowing that a girl like her actually exists was crazy to him. And he was so close to having her, of course everyone in Logan's position would feel all the same emotions. Pride, wonder, amazement, satisfaction at the same time dissatisfaction. He's left in awe of her. Who wouldn't be? No one ever denied that Miley is pretty, except that it was never a topic because you don't talk about a plain girl who blends with the background. And now knowing she's more than that I understand how he will never shut up.

Fuck now I can't shut up, fuck Logan honestly.

Finally class was dismissed, Logan didn't say much to me but he made sure he looked really sorry about talking about all that shit before. I caught up with Miley at the parking lot because she got held up in the hallway by Selena, or was it Lily--it doesn't matter I wasn't paying attention. I was standing outside my car, pacing all anxiously until she finally got outside and met me.