clash | lai guanlin

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Jaeun's POV

" Done ! " I clicked on the submit button , hoping the transaction would get through and hopefully I would be able to attend.

' Your transaction is successful ! '

Thank god !

I'm buying tickets for the upcoming NCT concert which obviously involve Jaemin. He used to go on a hiatus but his back , better than ever.

I Messaged the rest of my friends to tell them that it was successful since all of us wanted to attend.

Hanbyul and the rest don't know Jaemin personally but they are fans of NCT so that's why we decided to attend the concert.

I closed my computer before going to the bathroom to take a long , warm shower before heading to bed since then next day is the long awaited , Monday.

Monday blues.

I wore my duck pajamas since it's really cute but yet comfortable so I could be fashionable while sleeping too.

Swag.

I have a really weird personality and it's weird in a sense because I talk to myself everyday but i'm not abnormal.

I just sometimes feel like I can't express all my feelings to my friends. Like I know they are my friends and I truly love them , I really do but sometimes , there's just a part of you that kept everything to yourself.

" So like , I don't even get why is he even acting this way. " I said to the soft toy that Guanlin gave me a few days back.

By that , I meant yesterday.

You know what's crazy ? It's the fact that since I didn't give him an answer to his question , his literally avoiding me.

" Dumbo , Tell me ! " I pout.

I looked over at the alarm clock and realised it's already getting late. I turned off the lights before cuddling with my soft blanket and not to forget , dumbo.

My eyelids became droopier and droopier and the day just ends like that , with my eyes comes to a final shut.

The next morning I got up with a box of candy beside me. I was being pretty darn suspicious because I love candies.

I looked over at the calendar and realised it's actually my birthday today but since school is pretty busy these days , I practically can't remember anything.

On the bright side , it's the last day of school today and we are going to Jeju today after school , of course after we get ready.

I put on my uniform and tied my hair before leaving for school. I went to the bus stop and waited for the bus as I got messages from friends and family , wishing me happy birthday.

I'm truly really grateful as I replied to all of them with a thank you.

I got up the bus and the ride to school was pretty awesome. I was just using my phone as I scrolled through fanfics and read them since it's my passion.

As the bus came to a final stop , I got off the bus and walked through the school gate to see people crowding around something or someone.

As I got nearer , I heard people screaming mean things and even threw things at that victim. I heard wailing coming from the front , it means that the victim is crying.

" Don't you dare come back here. "

The group of girls turned around and their eyes widened. I became popular because of what happened between Yewon and I , I preferred my old life though.

I walked past them and realised that specific victim I was stating was actually Yewon.

There were stains on her clothes and flour in her hair. What made me mad is that fact that someone actually poured hot water on her and it caused her to be scaled.

" I taught her a lesson. " One of the girl said.

" You didn't teach her a lesson , no matter how mean someone is , no one deserves to be treated like that. I'm thankful that you tried to help me but this isn't the right way , especially if you scaled someone on purpose. " I said.

" W-We thought that maybe she wanted to be back here to harass you. " I shook my head.

" She came back because I told her so. " She nodded before running through the crowds and disappeared totally.

I bend down to fit Yewon's height.

I grabbed her wrist and pulled her up. Truthfully , seeing this sight of her made felt really bad , no matter how mean she is towards me.

" Are you okay ? " She nodded.

She was shivering the whole way through and my nightmare came to live.

Since the school nurse can't do much , she have to inform the near by hospital about it and a doctor was send here.

" After chatting with her and everything , I came to realised that she started to have Social Anxiety which is fear of being in public. " He said.

" I wasn't sure what happened but I overheard some parts of it. " I shook my head , trying to make him keep quiet.

I looked over at his name tag.

" Lee Jinki. "

Basically Yewon started to have Social Anxiety and she basically develop a type of disorder where the person got so scared that she would shiver her way though the day.

" I-I'm sorry. " That's the word that Yewon kept repeating over and over again as she hugged her knees.

I looked at her petite figure as she rocked her body side to side , I patted her head and she looked up with a blur expression.

" Yewon-ah , " I called out as she stared deeply into my eyes as if she has something to say but she can't say.

" Don't be scared , I'll be here for you. " I brought her out of the teachers' room and everyone around us literally shot daggers at her as I glared at them.

I looked over at someone familiar.

" What happened to her ? " He asked as he points at Yewon. I told him what happened and he was pretty pissed off.

" S-Scared. " Yewon said as she scratched her head.

" You will be fine , Han Yewon. "

11th July 2017

I'm so tired :/