clash | lai guanlin

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Jaeun's POV

" Get in the car. "

Apparently I'm going to debut soon so I have to head to the real performance environment to really try to perform there since it's different from just being in the practice room.

I plugged in my ear piece and Looked out of the window when I saw a familiar figure running by the road side.

My eyes widened and I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn't being delusional.

I know that I can't ask the manager to stop the car so I decided to call him instead.

I looked through my contacts and my heart skipped a beat. I saw his name in my contact list , it's been a long time since I last talked to him.

I pressed the call button and it started ringing.

G - Hello ?
J - Guanlin-ah , your not near my entertainment are you ?
G - How did you know ?
J - You are ? Do you have something to say to me ?
G - Can we meet ?
J - Maybe after my practice which is about 5pm.
G - I'll message you the details.
J - Okay. I have to hang up now. Bye.

The Call ended.

It was pretty upsetting to know that we aren't as close as we used to be. The feeling of knowing that you and your friend used to be something more but now , it's different.

I reached the performance area and started practicing whatever I've learned. I'm debuting in about one week time and I don't know how to feel about it.

" Do it again ! "

I danced the whole dance again and sat down on the floor with sweat dripping off of my face.

" Your debut is in a week and you want to slack ?! " I quickly stood up even though my legs are so sore. I danced again and the dance instructor is still unhappy about my performance.

I looked over at the watch and it's already 5pm.

After an hour , i'm finally allowed to go back to the dorm. I looked at my phone and realised Guanlin told me to meet him at a near by cafe.

I went to the cafe to see Guanlin using his phone with a mask on his face. I sat somewhere far from
him and messaged him.

He looked up and our eyes met.

We decided to meet at the convenience store near by with our disguise on.

I walked out of the cafe and went into the convenience store and it was flooding with Wanna One's fan girls.

Wait.

Wanna One's Fangirls.

SHOOT.

I tried walking out of the store but they kept pushing me and i'm basically stuck inside of the convenience store.

Screams can be heard.

Guanlin.

I forced my way out as girls pushed me in again but this time i successfully got out. I saw Guanlin running away as girls chased him.

Since it's near my entertainment , I basically know this place really well. There's a short cut so I cut through there.

I told Guanlin to get there too.

When I reached the alley , I finally saw Guanlin standing at the other end of the alley with beads of sweat rolling down his forehead.

I ran to him and he suddenly hugged me.

" Jaeun-ah , " He hugged me even tighter.

" I-I don't know what to do except coming here to see you. I missed you so much , I literally think about you every night and day and it hurts ! "

" I wanted to find you but I can't. It would hurt both of us , I got in contact with Daehwi and Jinyoung and they said that you've became a trainee too so I decided not to meet you ever again. " He took a deep breath.

" But I can't. I failed so bad. I'm now here standing before you , my heart beating really quickly not because I ran , but because I saw you. "

" I know i'm going against what I said the last time we've met , but I want you back. " He said as he released from the hug and looked at me straight into my eyes.

" I- "

Before I can't even complete my sentence , the screams of the girls got louder and I grabbed Guanlin's hand and stared running.

I can't bring him to my entertainment since there's fans outside of the building too , so the only place I can bring him to is my dorm.

It's a risk since the fans would find out where I live too but let's just do it.

After 15 minutes , we finally reached my dorm.

I closed the door and lied on my couch. I'm so drained , I could feel my soul leaving my body and i'm weak.

Weak from all the running.

" T-Thanks. " I looked over to see a drenched Guanlin sitting on the floor with his arms supporting his whole body.

" What are you going to say just now ? " He asked me.

" I can't remember. " He stood up and walked towards me. He sat in front of me and pouted.

" Tell me , I know you didn't forget. " He whined and I almost smacked him because it's so irritating and I felt my ears crying for help.

I kicked him and he winced in pain.

" I swear i'm going to open the door and say my rap out loudly and all the fans are going to invade your dorm. " He said.

" Do it then. " I said.

He walked towards the door and my eyes widened. I ran to him and grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the couch again.

" Okay I'll tell you. " He smiled.

" I don't know since i'm debuting in a week and it might be too rush for it. I didn't expect to ever meet you again but I don't think it's the right time for us , now. " I said.

The smile on his face faded and it turned into a sad face. He put on a fake smiled and shook his head.

" I'll wait for you if you need me to. " He smiled.

He looked over at the clock and sighed in frustration. He stared into my eyes with that charismatic gaze , he apologized to me.

" I'm sorry. "

And with that last words ,

He kissed me.

17th August 2017

WHOOP HI GUYS IM SO HAPPY CAUSE ALL OF MY SUBJECTS SCORED PRETTY WELL !! ALMOST ALL OF THEM ARE As OR Bs :D