Tristan Tales: Cut

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A/N: *Trigger warning* This part contains sensitive topics and i want you all to know that no matter what you're going through you can ALWAYS talk to me!!!
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YOUR P.O.V

It has been almost a year since you moved into the team10 house. You started dating Tristan about 7 months ago. And since then, all you've gotten was hate.

It was late at night in the house and you pulled out your phone and went on instagram. You saw you had over 100 DM's and a bunch of comments. You open some of the DM's and they were horrible.

"I can't believe they actually like you"
"I bet she's using them for fame"
"She's so disgusting😷"
"Slit your wrists and die nobody would miss you"

That last DM really hit you hard. 'Maybe nobody would miss me.' you thought to yourself. You didn't even notice a few tears coming down your cheeks soaking the sheets beneath you.

The more you thought about it, the more you wanted to do it. Tristan probably wouldn't even care. He wouldn't miss me. It would probably be a relief to him.

You get up and go into your bathroom closing the door. You were a mess. Your face was stained with running mascara and your hair was everywhere.

You go into your makeup bag and find a package of replacement blades for your razor. You open up the pack and take one out. The edge shined in the light it was so sharp. You take a moment just staring at it thinking about how easy it would be to just slice your arm.

You back up and slide down the wall crying even harder.

You pull out your phone and open messages. You click on Tristan's name and type a small message.

"I love you so much Tristan, don't forget that. Thank you for everything. This isn't your fault."

You send the message and chucked your phone across the bathroom until it hit the opposite wall and shattered everywhere.

You're crying so hard right now the tears are blurring your vision.

'Well, here goes nothing' you thought...

TRISTANS P.O.V

I was in the office at the Team 10 house sitting next to Kade editing Jakes vlog for today. My phones vibrated on the desk in front of me and i picked it up. It was from my girlfriend y/n.

"I love you so much Tristan, don't forget that. Thank you for everything. This isn't your fault.'

I started to get worried. What's that suppose to mean?? I show Kade the message.

"Bro that's not good. I should have told you this sooner but other day when you were out for food she didnt know i was home and i found her cutting in the bathroom. She told me not to tell you but i think that might be what this is about....."

I stand up pushing my chair back and bolt out of the room. I run up the stairs and start calling her name.

"Y/n!! Where are you? Please don't do anything you'd regret! Y/n!!"

I was frantically searching all the rooms. I walk into our room that we share and hear sniffles that sounds like crying. Then i notice the bathroom door is closed. I run over and slam open the door. What i saw in front of me broke my heart......

YOUR P.O.V

You brought the blade down to your wrist and pushed down slightly. It broke through the skin you whimpered. You slowly dragged it across your wrist and blood immediately started coming out dripping onto the floor and your clothes.

You repeat this several times until you hear Tristan calling out your name. You start going deeper now hoping it would all be over before anyone found you. You started gettin a bit dizzy now seeing all the blood.

Then the door swings open and standing in front of you is Tristan who then comes running over to you.

"No no no baby why?! What happened?" He kneels down next to you and reaches over to take the blade from your grasp. You can't let it go though you need it.

"Y/n baby please let go. Give me the blade. I'm here now everything's going to be ok."

You start crying even more now and slowly release your hand from the blade and he takes it from you and puts it in his pocket. You're so out of it that you don't even realize that Tristan's picked you up from the floor and brought you over to the counter sitting you down in front of him.

"I'm so sorry. I'm a failure. I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry." You mumble out in between sobs.

"Baby don't apologize. It's ok. I'm here now."

He gets a wet towel and grabs your wrist gently in his hand. He wipes away the blood from your arm and as he does it stings and you take in a sharp breath.

"I know it hurts i'm sorry baby i'm almost done" He says continuing to clean the blood.

When your arm is all clean he takes a roll of gauze and wraps up your wrist nicely. When he's done, you wrap your arms around him and he carries you to your bed where he sits next to you.

"Y/n, baby look at me." He puts his hand on your cheek and turns your face so you're looking at him in the eye.

"Why? Why did you do it?"

You couldn't get out any words and you just collapse on his shoulder in a heap of tears and 'i'm sorrys'. He embraces you in a tight hug and you sit like that for a long time. He eventually pulls apart from you and wipes your tears away.

"We don't have to talk about this tonight, but you know i'll always be here for you. No matter what you can talk to me about anything ok? Now i don't ever want to see you doing this to yourself ever again. Ok?" You nod your head.

"Good now let's get some sleep"

He lays you under the covers and lays next you wrapping his arms around you until you both fall asleep.

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Let me know what you think guys!!!! Should i do more like this? What kind of imagines do you want to see?

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