*Trigger warning*
All your life you had always been the odd one out. You got picked on, bullied, and even been threatened. Each day became harder and harder for you to go through with a fake smile. Your boyfriend Neels was the best thing that's ever happened to you. He supports you no matter what and it hurts you so bad to keep secrets from him, but if found out what you were really thinking, he'd leave you instantly.
The last few days had been some of the worst for you. Even when the entire Team 10 house was filled with laughter and stupid jokes and games, you stayed in your room isolated, crying, thinking about how how worthless you are.
You're just an inconvenience to everyone around you. If you weren't here, life would be so much better. You just wished that you were dead. Nobody would even notice.
Recently, you've been thinking so much about your plan. You were going to jump from the balcony of your apartment which was on the 16th floor of a building in downtown Los Angeles.
Neels was currently at a photoshoot and you had a few hours before he came home. You wanted to say your final goodbye to Neels so you pick up your phone and call him. He answers on the 1st ring.
"Hello?"
"Neels, i love you so much. Don't ever forget that ok?"
"Y/n baby are you ok? What's goin..."
You hung up on him. You didn't want to make your final goodbye a sad one. Immediately your phone started to blow up with calls and messages from Neels who was freaking out. It pained you just looking at his name, so you take your phone and chuck it as hard as you can off your balcony.
You begin sobbing more than you ever have before and slowly walk to the balcony. You take in the beautiful views for the last time. Oh how you'll miss the sunsets.
You put your legs over the railing and climb over so that the only thing keeping you from death is your hands holding on.
"Neels I love you" You whisper to yourself.
You take your hands off the railing and feel yourself about to fall forward until arms wrap around your chest keeping you from dying. You look over your shoulder and to your surprise, it's Neels. He must have been on his way home when you called him.
"I am not letting you do this. Please just come inside and we can talk about this baby."
"I have to do this let me go!" You sob.
You try to fight your way out of his grip but he's too strong for you and he lifts you up and pulls you over the railing to safety and you both tumble to the ground.
"Why would you do that?! Just let me die! I can't take it anymore!" You scream and try to push Neels away but he just keeps hugging you keeping you from trying again.
Your sobs are hysterical now and you've just given up. You let yourself stop fighting him and you collapse into him crying.
"Shhhhh it's ok. I'm here now. Everything gonna be ok. I'm right here baby calm down." He rocks you back and forth.
He kisses the top of your head. "It's all going to be ok I promise. I'm gonna help you through this."
For once in your life, there's something that makes you believe him and there's a small spark of hope in your eyes.
The two of you stay on the ground until you've finally calmed down. Neels pulls away from your hug and gets up. He bends over and scoops you up in his arms and carries you inside to your room where he puts you under the covers of your bed and gets in next to you. You cuddle up the warmth of his body and he hold you in a warm embrace. You stay like that for the rest of the night until you slowly start to fall asleep.
"Goodnight baby girl I love you so much." He whispers in your ear before you close your eyes and fall to sleep.
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FanfictionRequests: CLOSED **no smut** Imagines for: Jake Paul Kade Spieser Nathan Speiser Tristan Tales Chance Sutton Anthony Trujillo Neels Visser Emilio Martinez Ivan Martinez Alex Lange Max Beaumont Thomas Petrou *Trigger warning for some imagines*