Keep Me Close (My Chemical Romance)

Keep Me Close

Hello, guys, so, before I start- This is going to be a short chapter telling what this fanfic' is about, The "more known" charecters will come in the second or the third chapter, anyway, thank you for reading, if you like it , I hope you would take your time and favourite/comment you little bastards : )

Pollution XO

Zaras POV

When I was young, I wanted to be the popular kid in school. I never knew that the back stabbing, the hurt feelings, the making fun of would be the cost of it. In the first grade I started as a little girl, who didn't know the bad things in life, but people made me change my toughts in the third grade. I had to choose and I chose the wrong choise. I guess ill never know if I could have done something, but now I feel... well, like shit. My skin got thicker as the grades went up until my brother died. It was cancer. We never actualy knew that he would die from it, we just assumed that one day he will come home. He really didn't. Now, you may think, this girls life looks really bad, but if you saw me at school- you wouldn't think that. I don't know if it was my good grades or my brothers death, but I got popular. From a distance it looks like im good, but im not. And, you see, a year ago, I stood up and said it out loud. One of the biggest mistakes in my life. At lunch, it is like World War 3, but I pretend that its ok. The worst part is the cyberbullying. Now they even make fun of my home page on facebook.

Anywhore, Im used to it, It started in the 11th grade, now Im in the 12th grade and things haven't changed. Oh well, I made it this far. Im 18 and well, so far- life sucks. Now im in my room, singing some songs and trying to live my "life". My parents got really protective after the death and I am the olnly child left so "KEEP THE NEWBORN IN THE NEST!!!" Well, its not exactly like that, but you get the point. I am pretty short for my age, my hair colour is brown and I have blue eyes, but they are not the pretty blue, more like the "urgh... blue". And my name is Zara. I know, its a weird name, but you'll get over it.

The reason why I am singing is because I am going to leve this shit hole in 2 months!!! Im moving to New Yersey, to go to a University! I may actualy start liking my life! I hope it turns out good, wish me luck.

"Zara, school!" My mom yelled.

But for now, I still have to hate my life.